INSPIRE

Vulnerable

I write because I have no one to tell my feelings to. Sad, isn't it? U needn't be sorry for me. Thanks for the empathy.

The intense unbearable pain that makes me teary and sleepless is also making me write this at 3am midnight.

I can't even die, I know I'm precious to my parents. I know how much they love me, how much they care for me. I would never do anything to harm myself.

I'm just a scared girl, lonely and lost with nowhere to go.

I don't know who I am, I don't know what I believe in anymore.

I feel guilty for not studying, it's like cheating on my parents who provided me everything.

I feel like I'm in a deep well of sorrow and I don't know if I m ever coming out of it.

People around me are just so hostile, keeping up with them everyday is exhausting.

Sometimes I just want to run away. I know it's not possible.

It's so overwhelming that I can't take it anymore. I just wish that the earth opens up and swallows me.

I don't like crowded places. I hate going to college the only place I want to be is at home. It makes me feel safe and happy.

I'm never feel alone at home. There is a soothing peace I crave for.

I eat when I'm stressed.

My own friends hurt me. So I don't trust anyone anymore.

I wanted to say that it's okay to be sad, some days are gloomy. Don't lose hope. I want to convey that u are not alone, have hope.

Love you.