here you go the new and improved {my new life} hope you like it
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**********************devins pov******************************
I was sitting in my last class of the day. I have no idea what the teacher was talking about. I was thinking it would be best if i was here at school or at home.
Here I was called names. Pushed into lockers, triped goin down the hall, smackin my books out of my hand. Pasted noted that called every mean and nasty thing in the book. I was a loner freak, beacuse last year i was in the locker room changeing for gym. Some jock came in and saw the cuts on my arms. He told everybody.
Than I could go home. Have my father abuse me mentaly or phycally. It didn't matter to him. I was just a punching bag in his eyes. No-one cared. So here I wishing agenst hope that someone would help. And to add to my problems I'm gay. yes you heard me gay. So everytime my father asks me why i dont have a firl frind or in his words someone to pop my cherry. I just like my ass off. I lie my ass off. I was waiting for the right guy. i guess you could say my prince charming.
I was pulled out of my daze by the bell ringing. i stood up to pack up my stuff. i ahd all my homework all the books i would need so i walked out the front door. On my was to my personal hell. Oh i'm so sorry let me tell you about me, i love to draw, and i'm pretty good a singing, and playin the piano. I'm 5"7' lean, pale skin. I weight about 118. I dont now if thats good or not but hey i dont eat that much anyways. oh ya i'm 17 years old. my hair is between dark brown or black. My eyes are a sorf gray.I have a tattoo on my back of angel wings. yes you heard me right angel wings. One good, One bad. i loved my tattoo. and the tips of my hair is dies a bright red.
I was walking up my drive way now. my father car was parked their. I just shrugged it off i walked in the house. I didn't see him or hear him. guess his passed out. I walked up the steps to my room if that is what you can call it that. It consisted of a bed, desk, desk chair, and my clothes. Yes thats all that in my room. I toss my backpack on the bed and head down the stairs.
I walk in the kitchen to find my father at the table. With a bottle ofjack daniels in one hand and a cup in the other. His head turns to look at me. *where the hell have you been* or more like slurred it. *i was at school sir* Yes i had to call my father sir. He stands up and downs the rest of the liquie. He brings his hand up so fast I dont even have time to register what happened till i heard the sound of flesh mettin flesh. I learned a long time ago not to cry. That was a sing that you was weak. *Your a worthless pisses of shit. Your own mother did want you* Know that sent pain shootin throgh my already broken heart. I looked him in the eye. *No she left cause of your drunkass* Now i now that was a bad idea by the time the thaugh went throutg my head (shit shit what did i just do. He does everything to me he can pick,punch,hit. The last thing i say in his eyes was anger. I closed my eyes and let the darkness take me in it's sweet,peaceful hands.
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hope you like it chapter two will be up on wed.
love&peace peeps
keki90
