DRIFTED

9

Ring ring
You wake up to the sound of your annoying alarm. You barely slept last night because of what happened yesterday. You kinda regret it and you kinda don't. You didn't want to make other people worry about you. Life was just not great and you made it worse.
You get ready and take a bath, and dry your hair and all that stuff. You weren't ready to see them but you had to or they will get curious so you go.
"Hey Y/N where were you last night?" Johnny asks as you entered their room. You look at him and smile.
"Um I was sleeping. I fell asleep." You tell him. You see Taeyong corner quiet glaring at you,
"Taeyong looked really mad when he came back to our room from your room. Did something happen?" Mark asks. You wanted to forget about it but you just can't. You got friend mad at you.
"Oh haha it's probably because I fell asleep. I'm a heavy sleeper so I can't be awaken very easily." You tell him. Mark smiles at you and laughs. Meanwhile you see Ten with Taeyong in the back giving you puppy dog eyes.
"So you guys wanna go somewhere?" Jaemin asks. You felt like you needed a day to go out so you can forget about what happened at least for a little bit.
"Yeah I'm up for it. Who else wants to go?" You ask. You see very one tasing their hand instead of Taeyong.
"Sorry guys I don't feel like it today. I'm not in the mood." Taeyong says. Your heart dropped. You thought maybe you could cheer him up but it won't work.
"I'll stay here too then. I can't leave him alone." Ten says. Ten gives you a sad smile and nods his head and mouths it's okay.
"Well I guess if it's fine then we'll leave right now. See you seen guys." Renjun announced. You weren't fine with it but you really needed your mind off it.

(Time Skip)

You were walking with everyone and they decide to go to a store where you didn't wanted to go to so you decided to stay outside.
"Um I'm going to stay with her so she's not alone." Jaehyun says. The rest of them nod their head and go.
"It's okay you should've gone." You tell him. He looks at you and sighs.
"So, I might know the real reason why Taeyong is mad and it's related to you." Jaehyun tells you. The last thing you wanted to as to thing to him about hat situation.
"I have no idea what you're talking." You tell him. He stares at you for a long time and sighs again.
"Okay I don't know the whole thing but I know that you weren't telling him something and it bothered him a lot. Please you mean a lot to him. You have been his best friend for such a long time and I've heard a lot about you from him. You're an important part of his life even though you were gone for years." Jaehyun tells. You still didn't wanted to tell him but you felt like you can trust him.
"I'm not sure if that all is true. I won't tell you everything but I am going to a stressful and hard part of life. I'm not having the best time. And I was in my room upset that's why I didn't come. Taeyong came in and asked me why I was upset and I chose not to tell him. He said I should trust him but I don't know who to trust anymore." You explain to him. Jaehyun had mixed emotions. He looked sad, confused and happy.

"Well, that's what got him mad. And I want you to solve this situation. He's been really upset and hasn't slept all night. He is worried about you and kinda mad hat you don't trust him." Jaehyun tells you. You couldn't take it anymore. You couldn't deal with anything. You were almost about to breakdown. Tears rolled down your cheeks.
"I can't take it anymore." You tell him. "I just can't." You almost fell on the ground but Jaehyun grabs you.
"It's okay I'm here everyone is here for you. We won't leave you I promise." He tells you while grabbing you. You just wanted to grab onto anything at that moment.
"But everyone leaves me. No one ever stays or ever will stay." You cry.
"I won't leave you like everyone else. We won't leave you like everyone else." He whispers.

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Guys sorry I haven't updated in a loooooooooong time school started and all that. I've been pretty busy but now I'll try to update ASAP. Thank you for patiently waiting.
Love you guys,
Sid