Neverland

Feel

I looked up to see what time it was. Its 12am gosh so i decided i needed to take a shower and get ready for the day. Im heading to hot topic to get my magazine and maybe a new shirt or something. I turned on my shower playlist which had Sleeping with sirens Bring me the horizon and pierce the veil. As i got into the steamy hot shower the cuts on my thighs started to burn a little but i was used to that by now. This time it was different tho it hurt more then all the others times I've cut on my thighs . Did i cut to deep ? what happens if i have to go to the hospital and they see what I've done to myself?

Theres those thoughts again they never seem to leave my head. Hold on till may by Ptv started to play as i washed my hair and body i sang like a freaking professional ! hah well i thought so ! I put on my A day to remember shirt with purple leggings and my bright blue hair was in a messy bun, my gages i had on today were purple with black swirls. * i love purple ok ! * I walked down the stairs to find an odd smell of fresh blue berries and coffee making. Whats going on ? Ashley and i hate blue berries !

Me and Ashley mostly shared the same interest in music and mostly everything ! and we usually hate the same stuff. Well other than the fact that he likes Nirvana and I'm not really a huge fan.