Primordial

Intro

I tried to smile to see my parents, they waved their hands, escort my departure abroad. To South Korea. Seoul. I reply, waved to them and turn back. Someone beside me, stroke my back softly. He whispered, so calmly, "you should be happy, dear."

I got goosebumps. It could be true if my life becoming like what I have imagined. But this is wasn't like what I imagined.

Some flash from cameras realized me. I hide myself, looked at the floor and walk faster to the check-in counter but that guy beside me guided me to another way. He brought me to the immigration counter. "My assistance already checked in and brought our suitcase. Just showed your passport." He said.

I nodded and did what he said to me. I forgot what happened after that but then I already sat in the couch of VIP Lounge in the airport. Quite. Like someone who ill or loosing their mind. Yeah me.

"You will stay in the apartment beside my apartment." That guy said, stroking my head softly. What I can do is just nodding my head.

I felt a little confused, weird, uncomfortable of he caring me that much. I usually have never gotten that much attention from my own siblings. Well, my step-siblings now. But, I guess I prefer them than my own true sibling. I felt something wrong just happened, but the reality always like that. They seems wrong and fake. While the untruth seems real and trusted.

"Dena, you may feel uncomfortable with the reality. Me too. But, let's accept the reality and let us pay what you should got before."

That guy said, like he just read my own mind. I muttered, don't really like with his last sentence. I don't even asking them to do this. I don't even mind to continue my life in the country where I belong to be. 

"Our parents should be happy to meet you again."

"Are they?" I asked, little disbelief. Well, I don't really believe it actually.

"Yes, of course! It's like getting back the treasure! I do happy, you know, to get a new little sister. Truly little sister." He said, seems alright. 

I just shrugged. He said like I'm a thing, not a human. I mean, if I were a treasure, why they left me in the orphanages before? 

He then looking at me so intense, nodded when what he thought was in harmony with what he saw. I shifted away and dare myself to ask. "What's you look up at?"

"I just realized that we almost have the same nose. You eyes also looked more bigger, and that jawline. I guess the test must be true. Some detective also confirmed the doctor exchanged you with the other baby." He said seriously.

I cleared my throat, nothing I could say but he just said something sad for me. I can't imagine the scene when my mom, ok, my step mom crying out loud when finding the truth. 

"It must be hard for you." He said again, taking my hand and holding it tightly. 

If I only knew him as a celebrity, I must be passed out to find my hand hold that tightly by him. But, with him for almost a month, and thinking that he is my brother, blood brother, that just make me sadder. He knocks my head to realized that the reality kinda weird.

"Siwon-ssi? Oppa?" I said uncomfortable, taking my hand back and shifted far away from him.

He looked at me with sadness. Well, I still feel uncomfortable with him as my own brother, seriously. I don't understand why he seems alright with all the reality, I mean, with the new weird things like me as his younger sister?

He even knew that I actually Super Junior fans since child, all of my family told him before.

"Call me Oppa." he said then. 

I sighed. If I just the ordinary fan, I will call, even scream it out loud. But this is seems not right. "I'll try." I lied.

"They said you were Super Junior fans, right?"

"I was." I answered quickly to shut the conversation. I can't think clearly. Then I just remember one thing to escape from his sight.

"I want to go to the toilet." I said then left.

This is super crazy, or maybe am I crazy? I cannot thinking right. I knew. I actually already talked a lot with him about myself. About my past. Yeah, I actually Siwon's younger sister who dumped to orphanages when I just 1 month old. I don't understand why they put me to the orphanages, but Siwon said that their family not wealthy enough back then.

But, why me?

And why are they looking for me again?

Now they brought me back to Korea to pay back what they should've done to me before. I never asked them to do so, neither asked him to meet my true parents. But he insist me, said that I should go to ease the burden on my step parents. Well, I am actually working now and can afford my own self. I even gave some money to my parents. 

Then he bought me a ticket plane and asked me to continue my collage in Korea. What should I do? I can't say no for things that already happened. And yeah, he asked my company to fired me. He such an evil. But, that's the only thing he can do to bring me to Korea.

But well, let's see what will I do in Korea. I'm still upset and questioning my life. I might looking for the answer of why and how of these crazy reality happen.