No control over myself everyone attacking me left and right hopeless in my misery I'm drowning in my sorrows what more struggles do i have to carry on my shoulders already weak any moment stumbling over the edge all i see is shallow waters and sharp rocks calling my name looking straight ahead at the horizon the sun is coming up my back towards the railing hands grasping tight my legs shacking i let go my body numb the cold air brushing through my hair i can feel my heart racing about to give out my body turns and im looking at the sky splash! my body sinks in deep my lungs filling with water eyes shut giving in to the waters graze im pulled further down i open my eyes and see these words my mind are thinking But as for me, I will pray to you, LORD; answer me, God, at a time you choose. Answer me because of your great love, because you keep your promise to save. Save me from sinking in the mud; keep me safe from my enemies, safe from the deep water. Don't let the flood come over me; don't let me drown in the depths or sink into the grave. Answer me, LORD, in the goodness of your constant love; in your great compassion turn to me!
