The Red Converse°|| Jeongguk FF

°How I Feel° |Jimin Pov

      I know I shouldn't feel this way about my cousin. We aren't related but things just don't feel the same without her. I missed her, you can't expect me to be with someone I'm not actually related to and not like them. She was always there for me and understood what I was going through when my mother left me.

°Flashback°

      "Jiminie it's ok Im here for you" Y/N embranced me in her arms as I cried like the little kid I was. She was so comfortable to hug and it made me feel safe with her by my side. "I know she left you but I wont" A smile peered on her face and I smiled a little as she wiped my tears away. I was older than her but she made me happy in a way.

°The present°

      She cared so much for me back then. I couldn't bear without her when she left until I auditioned for BigHit. The Hyung's and Jeongguk were so nice to me and it felt good to have friends but when Y/N texted me my heart began beating faster. The excitement was alot to handle.

      When I finally saw her I was so happy but yesterday made me mad. I couldn't handle seeing her with Jeongguk. They were being so lovey dovey and it made me jealous. I had to steal her away, who knows what they've done.....

      I decided to go get some fresh air. Walking the the park I ran my fingers through my hair looking up at the sky. 'Sigh' I pouted and closed my eyes. "Are you ok?" A girly voice spoke out. My head immediantly rose and looked straight at the girl who had asked me that question. She looked so pretty.

      "Ah yes I'm ok" I replied staring at her face. She was small but cute with straight hair and beautiful brown eyes. When she smiled I could see her braces but it just made her look even cuter. I scrambled to my feet and bowed a little "Its nice to meet you" I stuttered a bit thrown off my the small crack in my voice.

      She smiled at me and I smiled back. "Nice to meet you too Im Theresa but you can call me Resa" she spoke. I could hear an english accent and I chuckled. "Whats so funny?" She asked looking at her outfit.

      "Its not your clothes I just think your accent is cute" I smiled my eye smile at her and noticed her cheeks turn a light shade of crimson red. Clearing my throat I spoke once more "Would you like to get coffee with me?" I questioned looking at her nod.

      Me and Theresa walked to a nearby cafe and went inside. "So Jimin. Yes I know your name" Theresa started but I just smiled. "Im an ARMY but it's nice to talk to you" she giggled. I nodded my head and we began to talk a little. I found out she likes selfies as much as I do. I could take a picture anywhere and post it.

      "Hey Jimin" I turned towards the voice and looked at the cafe owner Ann. "Oh hey noona" I waved at her as she smiled. "Who's this?" She questioned and I just shook my hands. "Oh I understand" she giggled. Ann placed down two muffins and two cups of paradise iced tea that her cafe was famous for. "How's yoongi?" She questioned.

      "Your boyfriend is ok" I teased while sipping on the tea she gave me. I could see Ann-noona turning a light shade of pink before clearing her throat and looking towards the cafe window. "If you'll excuse me I have a phone call to make" she bowed and ran off.

      I laughed a little and I could hear Resa giggle. "Oh that was Ann-noona she's yoongi-hyungs soon to be girlfriend but dont tell anyone" Jimin laughed a bit and took another sip. Resa picked up a piece of her muffin and ate it.

      "Does Jeongguk have anyone he's interested in?" Resa spoke after swallowing her food. 'Y/N' I thought and sighed nodding sadly. "Whats wrong?" She questioned and just shook my head indicating nothing was wrong.

      About an hour to two hours later we both walked out of the cafe. I walked with Resa towards BigHit with a mask on. "Today was fun" She said before tippy toeing to give me a kiss on the cheek and walk off.

      Only one other girl has ever kissed me on the cheek. I smiled and walked off into the building. Music could be heard blasting in a practice room 5 doors to the left from our's. When I peeked inside I saw Jeongguk and Y/N dancing. "Im so happyyyyyy" she squealed and jeongguk smiled. "Promise even if I do this job you won't leave me" she sang and continued to dance.

       Jeongguk laughed and picked her up swinging her around and laughing "Of course not Jagi no matter what I won't leave you ok?" Y/N nodded and my heart broke. 'What about me' I thought looking at the ground.

      "Jiminie!" I heard a voice shout. When I looked up Y/N opened the door and jumped on me "My favorite cousin is here" she squeeled in happiness. I was so confused but she seemed happy so I hugged her back and hummed.

      "Yep Im here" I replied smiling to the two. "Aigoo" Y/N pouted squishing my cheeks together and pinching them lightly. I looked down on her and she couldn't stop smiling. "What makes you so happy today?" I asked going into the practice room and sitting against the wall as she hummed going back towards the center, raising her hands up and smiling.

      Snow hummed as my solo 'Serendipity' began to play. Confused I stared at her. "BigHit said I could do a duet with you since your my family" she giggled happily. "I get to sing serendipity with you" That smile. I havent seen one that big since we were younger. She must really be happy. I just hope if she becomes famous nobody will send her any threats......