Do i even deserve to live

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Ariana POV
I woke up by the sound of my alarm i groaned and went into the bathroom I brushed my teeth and took a shower
I changed into this
^outfit above ^
I put my hair into a pony tail and but my glasses on I went downstairs quietly trying not to wake my dad
My mom was a business trip and my brother was a at a friends house
I skipped breakfast and went into my car I drove to school and ran to my locker I grabbed my books and stuffed everything else into my locker
I turned around landing my eyes on Justin
Hey nerd did you do my homework he said
Yes you may think I hate him but I don't I have a huge crush on him
Uh--uh--I said stuttering
Say something he shouted
Yeah here it's is I said handing it to him he snatches it and looked at it
This better be an A or else he said and walked away I put my head down and walked down the hallway the bell rang and during that happened my books had fell on the floor with Selena knocking them down I bent down and picked them up and Selena kicked my stomach
I held it and coughed
Quiet whore she shouted
Why don't you kill yourself already Taylor said behind me
Selena punches my face and Taylor shoved me
Plz plz sto--p--stop I said
Hey leave her alone Kylie to running to me
Wtf is wrong with u guys get lost Kendall said
Want me to beat you up too Taylor said to Kylie
Why don't you go ahead and try Kylie said getting up in her face
Okay okay stop Miley said
Taylor rolled her eyes and they walked away
I'm sorry Miley said frowning and she walked away
You okay Kendall asked
I frowned and cried
Its okay Kylie said hugging me and patting my back
Let's get u cleaned up Kylie said we walked to to the bathroom and they wiped off my blood we quickly went to class
Why are you guys late the teacher asked us
Traffic Kendall said quickly
Take your seats now the teacher shouted we sat down and Selena handed me a note
Meet me behind the school after school bring no one or else I'll give you a rougher beating next time the bote said
I looked back at Selena and I nodded
Kendall looked at me and she mouthed
Whats wrong
I shook my head and she nodded I looked back at the board and we quickly went to lunch
Hey nerd Justin said I looked up and Justin smirked here's my homework do it or else you know what happens he said and I nodded
I went to grab my lunch Kendall and Kylie called my to the table and as I headed there I tripped and the food was all over me all I could hear is everyone laughing
Oops Selena said with Justin's hand around her
Ariana Kylie shouted she walked to me and picked me up
Quit it Selena Kendall shouted at her
What if I don't she said smirking
Want me to fucking show you Kendall said and everyone ooooed
Yeah sure Selena said getting all up in her face
Enough what going on the principal said coming up to us
You two in my office now he said to Kendall and Selena
And you he said pointing at me
Go clean up he said and I nodded
After school
I went to my locker and Kendall and Kylie came to me
Hey Kylie and Kendall said
Hey I responded
So what happened I asked Kendall I got detention for three days
I'm sorry I said
No it's okay it isn't your fault she said I frowned and Kylie hugged me
Well that reminds el I gotta go Kendall said walking off
Wanna come over to my house tonight Kylie offers
No I um can't I have tons of homework I have to do I said making up and excuse
Oh okay then see you tomorrow she said walking off
I went behind the school and I saw Selena and Taylor with Justin and his friends
Bye babe I gotta go Justin says and kisses Selena and he walks away with his friends
Selena kicks my stomach and Taylor kicked my leg I fell of the ground and fainted
I woke up and no one was there I walked home from school limping
I got home and ran upstairs
I opened the door to my room and saw my dad on my bed without a shirt
Oh h-hi dad I said
Whore why didn't you wake me up he said walking to me
I uh I said stuttering
He walked to the door and closed it
Now since you didn't wake me I'm going to have to punish you he said smirking
No plz dad plz I beheld
Shut up he shouted he took out his belt and looked at me
take off you pants he ordered
No I said

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What did u just say he shouted
He lifted me up and grabbed a rope I was to weak to fight back he tied me to my bed and took off my pants and my shirt he unhooked my bra and took off my underwear
Please dad stop I shouted crying
Shut up he said he grabbed the belt and turned my body around
He hit the belt against my butt and I shouted in pain he touched me and groped me stop I shouted
I cried and cried
He then spit into his fingers and entered them into my vagina he took them in and out and he kissed my neck and I cried the doorbell ring and he untied me
Don't say anything out your fucking clothes on now he shouted
I put on my pjs and locked the door

I then cried my self to sleep

This was my life

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