sope one shots

better when you're drunk

Yoongis P.O.V

I ran my fingers throw Hoseoks hair. He was currently sobbing into my lap.

"I'm sorry yoonie... I'm so sorry." I hum in reply.

"It's okay, Hobi... I love you.... I forgive you."  He hiccups and continues to sob.

When he's done, he sits up and looks up at me. I wipe away his tears.

"I love you. I know I don't tell you enough, but I love you so damn much..." he cups my face and lightly presses our lips together. I can smell the toxic scent of alcohol. I know this isn't real. I know I'm probably taking advantage of him, but I miss this Hoseok. I miss the love he used to give me. When he didn't have to drink to love me. I gently kiss back, a single tear makes it's way down my cheek. He pulls away and smiles.

"Don't cry, baby. It's okay..." his thumbs wipe away my tears. I close my eyes and let myself melt in his touch.

"Let me love you tonight Yoonie. Let me treat you tonight... please?" I silently cry more and nod.

"Please..." I mumble out opening my eyes.

He kisses me again. This time abit harder, but it still holds the same love I crave for. He gently unbuttons my shirt, letting it fall and pool at my waist.

"Beautiful.... you're so beautiful.... I don't tell you that enough...." I choke back a sob and nod. He runs his finger tips down my chest making me shiver. He kisses my neck softly and nibs down; I let out a quite airy moan. He hums. His hands rub my back, I smile. All the doubts and sadness leaves my mind as he hums our song. He rests his head on my shoulder and pulls my boxers down.

"I forgot how much I love touching you like this... I'm sorry..." i chuckle and give him a light smile. His cold hands rub the soft flesh between my thighs, making it slightly harder. I moan as his hands jerk my dick up and down. 

He smiles and stops for a moment, and i whine at the lose of contact.

"Patience kitten." He pulls his clothes of slowly. When he's fully uncovered, he reaches to the night stand and grabs the lub. I crawl over to him and lap my thighs over his. I rest my head on his naked chest as he opens the bottle and squirts some on his fingers.

"C'mon baby, turn around for Seokie." I obey and lie on my stomach, putting my thighs around his waist. A cold wet finger makes its way into my hole. I moan softly as he adds another, and eventually another.

"You ready love?" I nod and he slowly slides his cock into me. I moan loudly as he slowly thrusts into me. He groans and pulls out.

"I wanna see you~" he whines, i giggle and flip myself around. I raise my legs and smile at him with love. He returns the smile and leans in to kiss me.

He slides back in and closes his eyes in pleasure. I moan as he slowly thrusts into me.

When we are done, he rests his head on my heaving chest. Soon he's out like a light.

He was so gentle and loving. It's sad that i only see this side when he's drunk.

"Hobi..... I miss you... The you that loved me...." I sigh as I gently put him down and go out to the porch for a smoke. I need a distraction.

What Yoongi didn't know was Hoseok was awake and heard the comment. It broke his heart