Lost In Your Paradise

part 6

I feel myself stir awake. I feel Shawn's arm around me and I leave my eyes shut. I stay like that for a couple more minutes, taking in the feeling of being in his embrace. After a while I slowly open my eyes. It takes me a minute to get used to the darkness in the room. I look up at Shawn from his chest.

I can feel his steady heart beat on my head. He lips are slightly parted and I can feel his warm breath on my face. I smile before leaning down to peck him on his full lips. I take once last look at him before making my way out of the bed.

I sat on the side of the bed and I let out a loud sigh. I put my hands on my upper legs and I slowly stand up. I walk around the bed and go into the bathroom in our bedroom. I walk into the room and stand in front of the square mirror above the sink.

I take my hair tie out of my hair and I let my hair flow over my shoulders. I run my hands through my hair and I turn away from the mirror and quickly take my clothes off. I step into the shower and press the button which turns the water on. I let out a sigh as I feel the warm water touch my bare skin. I lean down to grab the shampoo bottle and I squirt some in my hands. I step out from under the water as I place the shampoo on my head and massage it into my scalp.

After I've finished with my hair I quickly apply soap to my body before standing back under the water to wash it all off. after that I make my way out of the shower and I wrap a towel around myself. I walk over to the sink and I hold my toothbrush in my hand whilst I apply toothpaste to it. I brush my teeth and I open the small window in the bathroom so that the steam will leave from my shower.

I leave the bathroom and I walk over to the chest of draws to the left hand side of the room. I carefully open the middle draw and I take out some tight shorts and one of Shawn's old football jerseys. I unwrap the towel from around my body and a I slip into the clothes that I took out of the draw. When I finish getting dressed I take a glance at Shawn. He's still asleep and I smile to myself. I quickly take a photo of him with my phone that is in my hand.

I check the time whilst I have my phone out and it's 6:30. It's a Friday and I have quite awhile before I need to go to work. I walk out of my bedroom and I make my way down the stairs and into the kitchen.

I walk up to the bread bin that is next to the oven and I open it steadily. I grab two slices of bread and place them down on the counter next to me. I close the bread bin, making sure that's it's sealed properly before pushing it back up against the wall. I open the cupboard that is above my head and I take a plate out of the bottom shelf.

I put the plate down on the counter and I walk across the kitchen to a cupboard that has things like pots and pans in. I carefully open the cupboard, making sure that nothing unexpectedly falls out. Once I open it, I move a couple pans out of the way and I see the toaster. I hold onto the toaster and try to carefully pull it out. I fail miserably though and I metal pot comes out with the toaster and falls onto the wooden floor.

I cringe as the sound of the metal dropping rings throughout the kitchen and the house. I curse under my breath and I move to pick it up. I hold onto the handle of it as I hear footsteps approaching from the stairs.

"Are you alright baby?", I hear a familiar voice exclaim from behind me. I turn around to meet Shawn's gaze and I lift the pot in front of my face so that he can see it.

"Yeah I'm fine, I just dropped this", I told him whilst motioning to the pot in my hands.

"Good, I thought you hurt yourself", Shawn tells me as he wraps me in his embrace. I put the pot down on the island behind him and I hug him back. I lay my head on his large chest and he places a soft kiss to my forehead. I slowly look up at him and I smile shyly.

He lets go of me and he places this hand under my chin as he lifts my head up so I'm looking directly at him. I stare into his brown orbs and he gazes into my blue ones. After a couple more seconds of getting lost in his eyes. I lean forward to connect his lips with mine. He takes my bottom lips in between his own and we move our lips together in sync. He slowly bites down on my lower lip, whilst being careful not to hurt me. I moan into his mouth and I feel his smirk against my lips.

I wrap my arms around his neck and I pull his head further towards mine to deepen the kiss. He takes his hands away from my chin and he places them on my waist. He carefully lifts me up onto the counter behind me and he stands in between my legs. I feel myself begin to get worked up as he attaches his lips to my neck. He sucks hard on my bare skin and I let out another soft moan.

He moves his lips back to mine and he immediately slips his tongue into my mouth. He slowly licks the top of my mouth and I giggle slightly into his mouth at the ticklish feeling. Our tongues meet as our lips continue to move together, bringing butterflies to erupt in the pit of my stomach.

After a bit, he leans out of the kiss and I keep my eyes shut trying to recover from the kiss. I smile with my eyes still closed and I feel him press his forehead against mine. I slowly open my eyes and I'm met with his brown orbs looking directly in mine. He smiles and pecks my lips once more before stepping back from me.

He holds out his hand and I grab ahold of it as I jump down from the counter. "I love you", he reminds me.

I smile at him and reply, "I love you too".

Slightly shorter chapter. I've started another book called "What else can we do?", it's about Camila and Shawn being in prison. So please go and check that out.

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