I never got to know you, but when I turned around, you were always right beside me, looking me in the eyes. I could tell you wanted truth&wisdom&maybe something more, but instead you got mockery&disfaith. I never knew how far we traced into eachothers lives. now I know but I'm not sure if I want to give it a go, but all I know is that you are there.
there for me? I dont know for I have left you many times, it must be hard for you to shine while someone is always infront of you.
knowing that there is always another person in this world that can replace you is a hard consept to grasp. but if you think about it, there will always be someone better than you. then why settle on such an imperfect being? this I do not have an anser to. &to you my reader maybe you may, maybe you not. but either we are one&in a kind of way.
Angel of death. Lady of sorrows. At first when I saw that pretty face, that childish youthful girl face I thought you were something good. A day-walker are you. Pretty in the face but the tongue lashes and stings. You succubi. You wraith. You're draining me of my soul. Can I be such a living creature again or will it all be blue waters rainy days, noxious green skies. Drown with me, drown with me, my love. It is much easyer than undertaking your innocent dorment.
no matter how many times you read this you will never fully understand what it is behind my words. it could be the greatest words of wisdom youve ever heard or just words from my angsty teenage soul. your coice to chose to believe or not. im not saying this is the greatest thing ever written, because it is not by far. it is just ramble. babble. drunken angsty teenage sour depressed angry insane negative narsasistic loathing babble.
