My 18th Birthday

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Driving to the mansion really felt like going to the moon.

We got out of the car, Rosé held my hand so it helped me keep my balance because I was feeling dizzy.

Jimin opened the door and me and Rosé headed straight upstairs.
She helped me change my clothes and go to bed.

I asked her to sleep with me tonight. I actually felt strange for doing that, because she was supposed to sleep in Jimin's room, but I didn't want to sleep alone, and I didn't want to look at Jungkook's face.

I don't know when Jungkook would come home, but I am sure he would know that I won't allow him to sleep near me.

I hugged Rosé and couldn't help but think about tonight's event.

I can't describe the feeling I got when I heard those words coming out from Mr. Jeon's mouth. I started remembering what happened three years ago. When Jungkook left me.

It hurt me right in the heart. I really hoped Jungkook wouldn't do this to me again. I was sick of this.

I don't know how I will endure the pain if he goes to Canada.
I don't care about my life but I am scared for my baby.

"Please try to rest and sleep, Y/n. It's better for you and your baby. We are going to talk to Jungkook and discuss the situation." - Rosé adviced me but it was really hard to listen to her because my mind was in another place.
"He did it again, Rosé. He will leave me." - I said and started crying.

Jungkook's POV
What do I do? I have to go there and stand next to my father.
Even though I really didn't wanted, I had to.

The audience clapped and I looked at
Y/n and the boys when I stood up from the table.

I joined my father on stage, but couldn't focus on anything but Y/n. She looked disappointed.

And of course I didn't wanted to go to Canada. How could I leave her and the baby? I can't even think of doing that. I will break her heart.

"Jungkook?" - my father snapped me out of my thoughts and made me realize I was still standing beside him on stage.
I didn't move.
I saw Y/n exiting the arena and I didn't think twice of leaving the stage and running after her.

I wanted to talk to her. To tell her that this isn't my choice and I have nothing to do with it.

But the boys stopped me. They made me sit at the table we were before and calm down.

"Jungkook! Stop! Let her calm down. We need to talk. Let's go home."
- Namjoon hyung said and I had to listen to him.

JHope started the car and we headed to the mansion.

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As soon as I went through the door I ran wanting to go upstairs. But, I stopped when I saw Rosé coming down.

"She's asleep. Don't wake her up, please." - she said and headed to the living room and I followed her.

I took off my jacket because I started sweating.
"Jungkook, what is going on?"
- Jimin asked me.
"He wants to separate us again. He won't give up til we finish him."

Flashback at the Newark Arena Hall
The audience started clapping for me. I had to get up and go to my father. I gave a look at Y/n and I started walking towards the stage.

I handshaked some CEOs of other high companies like ours.
When I reached the stage I stood next my father.

I didn't want to give a speech so the paparazzi were just taking pictures.

My father backed away a bit so he wouldn't be heard on the microphone.
"Don't you dare to disrespect my decision or I will destroy her." - he said with an angry tone.