To whom it may concern,
I guess that means all of you.
The ones who've been with me from my
first steps
first words
first, everything.
I address you first as you are most
Important, I guess. According to rules and laws,
Raising someone like me, full of flaws.
Maybe that makes you important
But whether or not, I thank you first
For being with me
Teaching me right from wrong
And caring for me for so long.
The ones who've been with me from my
Childhood
Boyhood
Manhood
I should
Probably thank you next, in fact I will.
The only ones i never thought I'd kill.
that made you important,
For a time, to me.
The ones I never thought would've turned
On me, myself, I was alone.
But thank you all for being there anyway
A presence is nothing without a face to go with it
So masks are worn everyday. Hope you're cool with it.
And to all the rest who've waited in
The background, watching
Tempting, bitching,
Ruining everything holding my life together.
This is for you, thanking you
For not caring
For every scream, lie
Wicked gossip, 'cause everything you
Threw at me, helped me to
Grow and mature.
Bet you thought your childish begging
Would stop my knife from stabbing,
Jabbing, mutilating
The life you once had.
Standing over your pathetic corpses
Covered in blood, my shirt red and stained.
Bet you didn't think my knife
Would end my life
Following you to your grave to torment you again.
So I'm sending this letter,
Return address
the Abyss.
Rotting away in a pit
Breathless, lifeless, heartless
Cold.
Writing, thinking, tapping
Old.
So remember your treatment of me when you
Read this letter and feel my pain too.
Carry on with your lives and pathetic existence.
Forget about me and do your ignorance.
I hear hell-hounds coming,
So it's eternal slumber for me
So party ahead and howl at the moon.
I'm gone for now.
P.S. see you soon
