F e e l i n g s

Old love,

I thought I missed you today.. I really did. But I didn't. When I remembered how awful you actually are. We were never going to be boyfriend and girlfriend but I loved you as a best friend. That all ended when you met her. That fucking bitch with an ugly personality. But if she makes you happy I told myself. Little did I know you would drop everyone who cared about you just for one dumb girl. Today I found myself missing you. But today I finally realized that I'm officially over you. So good bye old love. I won't miss you anymore. I hope you're happy! I wish nothing but the best for you. Remember when we would play that silly game in Spanish just so we wouldn't lose our minds. Or that one day where you called me your sunshine. When I spilled your water all over the desk and you and I couldn't stop laughing. Or that one day in summer it was hot and we took your car out and just drove for hours, but it seemed like forever. I've missed your laugh. I've missed your jokes. But when I reached out to you, you couldn't even tell me yourself. I've learned, and I've grown. I'm finally over what happened... what ended "us" but you just can't seem to let it go. So today I moved on. Going through a break up with someone you weren't even dating like that is the worst, And it hurt. So goodbye....
_______________________________ sorry it's short, just another one about how I was feeling today.