my oc sam (discontinued & outdated)

My creators last memory(sfw)

This is something i recently made on amino in my bio, so... I'm letting you know just in case it seems familiar. (I'm too tired to edit the whole thing.)
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Is it bad that i have feelings too?
Is it bad that i cry and laugh and yell just as much as a normal human would?
Well...
Apparently it is.
One day i decided that i would keep my feelings to myself.
It didn't turn out well.
Yeah, i hid my real emotions well for a while, and would forcefully laugh and act normal when i wanted to, but..
Eventually, it got to the point where i would always be angry at myself and i would lay in bed, weeping as i'd watch things happen that i use to enjoy.
I wish i didn't have to stress about anything, do work, go to school, socialize, etc. I would much prefer to do whatever i want... In the afterlife.

It all happened in one moment. My feelings i've hidden so well were finally revealed when i had fulfilled my desire in creating something that could be considered "alive". He greeted me with a kind gesture, as i did back. I wanted to love and cherish my new creation as all my pride and joy slipped out, but.. He didn't seem to mind. When i had finally calmed down, i stared at him with curiosity and asked; "When will you show your hatred towards me?". He laughed and replied in a gentle tone; "You are my creator, and a kind young girl. I will hate myself if i shall ever come to hate you." He smiled and bent down, lifting my right hand with his left and kissed the top of it. I smiled awkwardly since i'm not use to this type of situation but i was enjoying it.

Moments passed. Tears were forming in his eyes over and over again as he stared at my broken form. I could tell he was trying to stay strong, but bottling up your feelings make you weaker... I lifted my hand and carefully brushed his hair away from his right eye before whispering; "I'm sorry i have to go, but you are not alone. Okay? I made someone special for you. Now let those tears out. You remember, right?" As i watched him, i almost felt like crying as well, but i was happy. He will never be alone, and will have someone to share feelings with. Almost like a best friend.
He nodded. I watched as he covered his mouth with his sleeve and tears started pouring out of his eyes. I grabbed his hand and held it close to me. Seconds later I lifted his sleeve a bit, kissed the top of his hand and whispered with a smile;
"Good bye, Sam.. And good luck."

He held my hands as I held his until my very last breath.