Helping Me

(Last chapter) Chapter 18

Harry's P.O.V.

Today's the day of her funeral... It's pretty sad..

Niall's P.O.V.

Today's her funeral.. It's hella sad. I've been crying for ages. I miss her so much. It's been a week or two. I miss the weekends when we were together and eat all day. She was my food buddy, of course the boys as well. She was the only girl who would eat a lot in front of boys and not be ashamed or embarrassed. I love her. (A/N As friends aha)

Louis' P.O.V.

I have been trying to cheer myself and the boys up for the past weeks. It has been a pain in the ass without Ella. We all miss her so much. Today's the funeral and I can't stop sobbing. I'm already in my suit, but I am lying on the bed sobbing.

Liam already cried with me in the morning. He couldn't resist it.

Liam's P.O.V.

I cried with Louis this morning. We have been going through hell. I cried my eyes out last night, too. Good thing my sister helped me with the make-up. At first she laughed, but she understood.

My eyes were so puffy and I had super baggy under eyes. Yes, I know what under eyes is when you have about 3 sisters around.

Niall ate more food than usual, at least it helps him. Nothing can help the rest of us 4.

Zayn P.O.V.

It has been so stressing. I already have my suit on for her funeral. I am going to miss her more than anything. She was so sweet and lovely, and she eats A LOT of food. And I love it. I chuckled a bit before straighting my tie out.

Harry's P.O.V.

We have all arrived to the funeral. It's even more horrible now. Ella's mum is crying and her husband is trying to cheer her up. I have a feeling that it won't work. Niall is eating and crying. He looks so hopeless. Out of all of us he is the most saddest. I wanted to rip my eyes out yesterday. I cried in my room for the whole day. I ate nothing for a week.

The minister is now talking everyone is now seated.

At almost the end of the funeral me and the boys thought we could sing something we made for Ella.

"Hello everyone, i'm Niall and were called 'One Direction'. We thought we could sing something for Ella we made. This is called 'You & I'." After Niall introduced us the music started.

"I figured it out. I figured it out from black and white. Seconds and hours, maybe they had to take some time.

I know how it goes. I know how it goes from wrong and right. Silence and sound, did they ever hold each other, tight like us? Did they ever fight like us?

You and I.

We don't wanna be like them.

We can make it to 'till the end, nothing can come between you and I.

Not even the gods above, could separate the two of us.

No, nothing can come between you and I...

Oh, you and I.

I figured it out, saw the mistakes of up and down. Meet in the middle. There's always room for common ground.

I see what's it like.. I see what it's like for day and night. Never together.

'Cause they see things in a different light, like us.

Did they ever try like us?

You and I.