Im torn.
Shattered.
Broken into
Tiny
Tiny
Pieces.
Is it that easy for you to say
"You can change."
But what if I can't?
Do you not take that into consideration?
That probably I'm born with it?
Don't scoff at me.
Don't push away my words as bullshit.
This is why.
This is why I don't tell people how I truly feel.
You say you'll listen no matter
How stupid it is.
Liar.
Is this what I get for opening up?
You call it nonsense.
That it's all in my head.
My suffering is nonsense for you?
Sure.
It's all in my head.
But I can't take it out.
Do you think I haven't tried?
I came for help.
But you scoff at me?
Is it that easy to render someone's weakness and pain
As nonsense?
If you can't help just say so.
Don't break me into more pieces.
I thought I had reached my limit for breaking.
I thought that I couldn't possibly break anymore.
But again
You proved me wrong.
