IM Fine! part 1/? 😢

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This is going to be a.fanfiction of the try guys and it going to be eugene because i fell that he hide many things. Eugene is on the left super cute right. GRAMMER IS GOING TO BE WRONG YOU BEEN WARND PLEASE CORRECT ME THANK YOU.
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Eugene p.o.v

i woke up felling like shit maybe you should die it like nobody is going to care( evil voice in his head) shut up i dont need youre shit right now. I said saddly ohh but you need me my littel genny GO AWAY PLEASE i said now having a complete meltdown GET UP YOU LAZY BICHT YOURE ABOUTE TO BE LATE AND STOP CRYNG. CRYNG IS FOR BABYS fine it like what 6 and works start at 9 ugggg i.hate my LIFE
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I was running to get to work it is 8:55 and im still a few miels away omg im going to be late good now they can fire you shut the fuck up i dont need any remarcs from you. But you need me i was there to help you after he said that i qucikly puchs the voice to the back of my head.
Time SKIP~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I got to work 5 minuts late omg im going to be introble " look who desided to show up wow 4 minuts earlyer that last time"my friend Ned said as i got to my work place getting a lot of dissaponthing looks " haha "i said trying not to show that i fell like death "so you whant any help with the new video of the try guys" he said while comimg closer " umm no thank um good" ha you can never be as good at anybody you know.that right they all hate you they whant you dead gone shut up " you sure you look a littel pale maybe i could he-" i cut him of " NED im fine just tierd i din't sleep well and just have a.bad headach that all" i said will rubing my face with my hand " well you could take a brake and we could help you know that right " he was trying to get me to reast but no dont he trying to make you weak you litt- " you know what sure i cold use a small nap sure but this is what you need to do"i said that looking at him he was just happy

i told him what to do and went to the rest room good thing.there is a bed ( i could be wrong maybe there is no bed ) i was layng down hoping i could get good reast but no it was fallow by nightmare after nightmare

In nightmare

I was running my feet ponding on the forest ground as the tears were streming down my face as all the voice were back

USLESS
PATHETIC
BROKEN
BABY
WORTHLESS And more

Stop just just GO AWAY
NEVER YOU DESEV THIS JUST END YOURE LIFE IT LIKE NOBODY WILL CARE IF YOU DIE STOP I SCREMD then i herd my name
".. gene...ke ...... it ..... not .....king ....what .....happing ....to ..im" ( eugene wake up it not working what happing to him) i jump up looking around all my frinds were there looking at me concern crossing there faces " what are you guys doing here and stop looking at me like that " i said tryng to sond fine but it came out like i ben cryng for years "you ok we heard screming and crying" it was ned who said it " im .f...i..ne im fine don't worry" i was so sad i was on a verg of a break down. Then out of nower keith came and hug me then it was follow by ned and zach i was sprice but then all my emotions broke the wall i billd was finnaly falling apart i could handelt it i was having a break down.
They were all suprice when they herd me sobbing but ned just pulled me closer but i could hear or see anything i was just crying and crying. " eugene please callm down itbgoing to be ok and what wrong please " i dont know who sead that but i just kept crying and the voices were just louder as ever. DIE JUST KILL YOUR SELF WOW CRYING IN FRONT OF YOUR 'FRINDS' CUT CUT CUT YOU DESERV I BET THEY WONT CARE IF YOU DIE "STOP MAKE IT STOP" I screamd now we got the attention of more people good job now there going to jude you "stope what eugene what wrong and please call down follow my breathing" ned said will taking my head to his cheast so i can follow his breathing " st...op stop the pain the voices STOP MY LIFE" i said wille anbother soob came to me " what voices gene" it was zach who spook up "the ones in my head make it stope" now my brathing was going back to normal but it was still off GOOD JOB NOW THERE GOING TO HATE YOU MORE THAN EVER YOU USSLESS PIECE OF SHIT " eugene you fell better" zach said i only noded but i still felt there eyes bording on the back of my head

"Eugene are you

























Deppresd"






































"No" i said simple "just a bad dream"

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