Our tainted hearts

Part three - Isabelle

It was dawn when my eyes adjusted to the dim ray of light peeping in through our living room window. Mom had pushed open the heavy curtains allowing sunlight to filter through the heavy oak panels. Chirping of a few birds were heard from the distance adding that much needed splendour into a wonderful morning. Groaning loudly with the discomfort of sleeping on my right side the whole damn night, I made a beeline to the bathroom at the end of the front hall to empty my bitching bladder. After I brushed my teeth and dressed myself in some clean clothes, I raided the refrigerator in order to stuff my complaining stomach with some carbs. Mom had already left for her Saturday morning walk,which sadly left me to my own devices.

I munched down half a box of cereals without really enjoying the crunches. The two days old milk in the refrigerator which thankfully hadn't putrified yet, didn't add much flavour to the crunches as well. Suddenly, there was a loud rumbling of a motorbike engine coming from the front porch and I hopped out of the kitchen stool and rushed to the front door as if my ass was on fire.

Mom definitely didn't ride a motorbike, nor did she feel the need to get on one of those death traps as she so eloquently put. Which would only leave one other person to barge in through my drive way this early on a Saturday morning and the thought had my heart flip flop with butterflies.

True to my imagination, there stood a tall and handsome teen of eighteen years leaning effortlessly on the massive monster with a shit eating smile on his angelic face. He was scouting the perimeter with his keen green eyes that had my inner stuff melting in a puddle of goo. I cleared my throat hoping to redirect his attention back to me. He turned at the sound and that beautiful smile notched a rank higher making my whole body tingle with excitement. He was just too much for my poor self.

"Hey!" He greeted taking a tentative step in my direction.

"Hey! Fancy seeing you here" I replied, which earned me a dazzling smirk.

"Oh. I was just passing by you know, and I just thought to come see my  girlfriend who lives a couple of blocks down" I blushed a deep scarlet, but thankfully managed to keep the scowl on my face as his words even though I knew weren't true cut me deeply. He was just messing with me and I knew that. But even then, thinking of him with someone else that wasn't me, was truly heartbreaking.

Realising his mistake, he rushed to my side and engulfed me in a death hug that had involuntary tears streaming down my cheeks.

"Hey hey hey!" He cooed, whispering sweet nothings into my ears. "I was just joking love, I would never-" I cut him off mid sentence, placing a ferocious possessive open mouthed kiss on his lushes pink ones. He was shocked at first but quickly rewarded me back twisting my insides into puddles of jello. His kisses managed to soothe my inner turmoil, yet also had me clinging to him with a burning need.

The thought that this might be the last time I would get to taste him, made me frozen in the track.
"What is it babe? Why did you stop? Did I hurt you?"

Realising only then that I had stopped abruptly leaving him in quite a conundrum, I quickly readjusted my pose to kiss him back with an equal passion. He moaned into my mouth as I cupped him through the dark faded denims of his, all the while drawing lazy patterns on his clothed back. I lifted his shirt with one hand, still massaging his balls and scratched my nails along his rippled back making him arch into my touch with a heated growl.

He gently lifted me off my feet and placed me on his bike without breaking off our kiss. His tongue licked my lower lip, silently asking me for permission to enter my mouth. My answer was an untamed moan and he quickly plunged his tongue inside my mouth and it collided with mine in a sinful erotic dance.

I was so so wet and hot. The scorching morning sun had nothing to do with that. I could feel his erection poking through making me painfully aware that I wasn't supposed to play this daunting game with anyone else, but my chosen companion whom I have yet to meet. That was like a bucket of cold water as my trembling hands quickly reenacted and my ragged breaths made me trade my mouth from his to his cheeks. He was confused ,but just like the gentleman he was didn't even comment. Which made my guilt even more intensified.