Cethany

Connor

Its been four months since i have seen bethany. I miss her. Her mom came out of the coma and is heathy at home. Bethanys home. I miss her so much it hurts. I didn't eat to much the first month. I couldn't believe she was gone. Ive been visiting her mom , just to make sure shes okay.

Every day was the same , eat cereal and write down ideas for another video. Lay down take a nap , text old friends , including Roxy , maybe visit bethanys mom even though it hurt. I knew i was doing the right thing. or was i.. But today , today was vidcon. Oh good old vidcon. Roxy was my partner to go even though she keeps saying its a date. It wasnt. Im not gonna lie, we hooked up a few times, but it didn't feel the same.

I finally fixed my hair that had been messed up by my pillow. I looked down and sighed. The note was right there in front of me. I would read it from time to time. Sometimes shedding a tear.

Bethanys POV.

I missed everything in cali. My mom got out of the hospital, Winnie turned one, but most of all connor. I broke his heart. I cried almost every time i saw something that reminded me of him. But i knew i was doing the right thing. and I know he understands, or does he. I never really got to say goodbye, and that killed me inside. But being a bubbly person and meeting all my fans i had to stay strong. I had to. I hate when i see people cry, or when they see me cry. I missed everyone but then i didn't. Going to vidcon today is risky since i know their gonna be there. But i had to see him. Oh i forgot, i started seeing luke. Me and him are kind of together. Even though its not the same. I think i still love Con but , i don't know i want him to be happy.

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Connors POV

'Babe, im so excited.' roxy.

'Ya.'

'Well ill see u later😚.' roxy

'😅'

I let out a Sigh. I wasn't ready to date. I really wasnt.

'Con?' unknown #

I just read and never responded to , probably just a fan. Or so i thought. A little later i rode with the boys & Jen to vidcon. They didn't like Roxy so we didn't pick her up and she understood and drove her self. Jc and jenny were all lovey dovey. God i missed her.

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bethanys POV

I sent Connor the message. But he didn't respond. So i just left it.

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Connors POV.

When we arrived there we were greeted by the magcon family, Nash, Cameron, carter, taylor , jack and jack and the rest of them. We sat at a table and next thing i know i was signing books for fans. I saw Over a thousand happy faces , girls crying, even boys.

"Connor!" Roxy said. She came over and sat on my lap.

I looked away.

"Hey con were gonna go get something to eat." Ricky said.

"Ill be there in a sec." I smiled as they walked away. "listen rox, i don't wanna relationship."

"Shh. Its not like that , but this is our date." she smiled. I just went along with her.

"Yea okay. Now come on lets go get some food." I smiled and took her hand , it was the least i could do i felt bad.

We walked, by many faces. But there was one.

"Connor." Her brown eyes lit up.

"Bethany." And Everything started piecing together.

"Oh roxy.." She sighed.

"Come on babe." Luke came and hugged her from behind. " o hey con." He gave me a big cheesy grin that i wanted to smack off his face.

"Luke." My jaw tensed.

"can i talk to Connor alone." She asked Luke and roxy.

Roxy just looked at me. I nodded. They walked away. So me and beth walked outside.

She hugged me i hugged her back.

"I missed you so much." I grabbed the back of her neck and kissed her.

When i released her eyes were still closed.

"I love you." I said.

"Connor, I cant." She looked down.

"What do you mean." I took her in my arms.

"I love you too ,its just hard right now." She looked down.

"Yea, you hurt me a lot. It hurt beth."

" but It doesn't have to ." I kissed her again then released, she bit her lip as her eyes fluttered open.

I kissed her again this time harder. She put her hands through my hair. She jumped and wrapped her legs around me Not breaking our kiss. I asked for a entrance with my tongue and she excepted as always. I missed her so much. I pressed her against the wall. And began sucking her neck and collar bone, i wanted to hear my name come out of her mouth. It did as soon as i got her sweet spot. She moaned quietly. (don't worry we are in the back , no one is around.)

"Connor , ." she gasped.

I stopped and let her down.

"I love you." She whispered into my ear as she hugged me tightly. I then hugged her even tighter.

"Never let go con." She almost sounded like she was crying.

"No never." I whispered.

"Bethany?" I heard a voice say from not to far away, it was luke. "Get your hands off her bro."

"Well you didn't have a problem when me and her were together and you were touching all up on her Now did you." I growled, still hugging bethany.

"Connor please not right now." She looked up at me with those big brown eyes. I missed those eyes. "let me talk to him." She released her arms that were around my neck.

I nodded.