I should listen rather than follow myself
It should not happen this nightmares
Yees! I Still remember that shit smell, his faces, voice and memories
I would rather to buried it and wish to kill myself.
Shaking my nerves up to my brain
Hallucination kills my social life
Losing trust! how to restore?
Please! Give me a gun and shot me.
I cannot longer continue life
I am shame that it spread
How can I handle ?
When I see similar car
heart start to felt abnormal
while mind started to malfunction.
all over again nightmare start to flash back .
Now I start to hate them
having in denial of my preference.
But I don't like the feeling.
Who should I blame?
me? Who is so bastard?
Him? them?? this devils!
Who poison my innocence.
Yahweh! evolve me to a brand new
Surrendering residue of bad day passed,
Saved my soul
Teach me how to forget and forgive them.
