Recently I learned that I do deserve happiness and I am worthy of it.
I made this decision the beginning of this year and it was only because of someone. Since that someone is gone and now that I refuse to speak to them at the moment, I went into a very bad state of how I am unworthy of love and happiness.
That isn't true.
I am enough and I don't need someone to prove that to me. I also don't need someone who lies to me to keep me "happy," which in the end, hurt me more than the person realizes.
I don't blame the person, and I'm not mad at them for what they did. I only wish they would have showed that they cared and that they were actually sorry.
Anyways, I hope I continue this thought and I will try my best not to get away from it. I don't want to live a life dependent on others and their lies. I need to be there for myself, because fuck it, i won't get anywhere unless I'm happy with myself
