I hate being ignored.
I give my best but I still feel useless.
They can't see .y cries my pain and my ache but they sees my failures.Am I that stupid to shout some harsh things stupid!!!! Yes!! I'm stupid you happy. I'm letting you say what you want to say to me but please can't you recognisemy efforts all that you know is my faultsmy failures my wrongs am I that bad that stupid F**K!! I'm worthless I cant see my self in the others I can't see .myself in future all is that I'm a big big mistake I'm a big big stupid beard headed girl FINE!!! Did you k ow my efforts did you see it did you en countered it No!!!! Because oy you can see is my wrongs my god you're so selfish don't blame me I'm shameful so so shameful you don't have to tell my wrongs I already know it.
