[Discontinued] Waterfalls

21 questions (Brendon's perspective)

Being cheated on is not fun but I just wonder how being used to cheat on someone feels. It's light not be a great experience. What's worse? Being cheated on or being used to cheat?

I have many questions about it. Why is there a such thing as cheating? Why do people cheat? Whats the point to cheating?

I just was kinda being used to cheat on someone. When Ryan would force me to have sex with him, he had a girlfriend. Is it still the same thing? Probably. I wonder if they are still together. I wonder if she knew. She probably didn't.

She was probably heart broken when she found out. The whole school knew then someone probably told her.

I want to know why he cheated on me? Did he get tried of my time? Was I not goods enough for him? Did I do some thing wrong. There are so many questions I have for him.

Would he get mad if I asked them? Probably. He gets mad easily. I want to try to talk to him about everything. I want to do it in person.

"Hey aunt Lauren, is it okay if I fly back to Maine?"

"Yeah, why did something happen between you and Dallon?"

"No I need to talk to someone back at home." Dallon got a job down here so he was barely home during the day except for when he did school. I wanted to tell him I was leaving.

I walked to his work to talk to him. He worked at a cafe down the street from the house so it wasn't a long walk.

As I walked in I herd the bell ring above me and I saw Dallon's eyes shoot to my direction. He looked confused.

"Hey Bren, what are you doing here?"

"I need to talk to you."

Dallon looked at the other person at the counter. The other person nodded. The other person's name was Geoff according to his name tag.

"What do you need to talk to me about?"

"Going back home." He got more confused. "I'm ready to talk to Ryan. You don't have to go with me. I can go by myself. You can stay here with Lauren. I will be coming back after I'm done talk to him."

"Okay. When do you plan on leaving?"

"I don't know. Maybe tonight if not tomorrow morning."

"Okay. Are you sure that you don't want me going."

"Im sure." I wasn't sure. All I'm sure of is that I want to talk to Ryan.

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The plane ride was short. After I got off the plane I walked to Dallon's sister. She had been waiting for me for 20 minutes.

"Hey. Nice to see you again. I'm gonna drop you off at my parents house does that sound like a plan." I nodded. I didn't really want to see Dallon's parents again but I knew that I had to at some point. I didn't know how they would react to us running away.

I got into the front seat. As we drove past all the houses I thought of what Dallon was doing now. Ever since we had gotten together we were never this far apart.

I checked my phone to see many messages.

Dal💜:did you land yet?
Dal💜:tell me when you get there.
Dal💜:is my sister picking you up?
Dal💜:please be okay.

Ryan: Are you here yet?
Ryan: are we talking today?
Ryan: What did you even want to talk to me about?
Ryan: answer me.

To: Ryan
From: Brendon
I'm here. I was hoping we could talk today. I don't want to be here long so even if we don't talk to say I want to talk tomorrow.

To: Dal💜
From: Brendon
I'm here. Yes your sister picked me up. I'm okay. I don't know when I'm talk to Ryan though. I will tell you before I do and after.

Ryan: Okay cool. We can talk today. I'm at the park right now if you want to meet there.

Dal💜: okay good. I just want to make sure you are okay.

When I got dropped of at Dallon's parents house. I didn't want to go inside. I waited for his sister to leave for my to start walk to the park.

It took me 5 minutes to get there. Then I saw him. The boy that started this all.

I walked up to him.

"Hey Ryan." Ryan looked back.

"Hey Bren."

A/N
So it's been some time
Sorry my mental health had been so bad lately but I spent over a month on this chapter and I really don't know what else to add to it
But yeah. I might finish this book soon because I really don't want to add to it anymore.
I also might do a big time skip because I'm not getting anywhere with what's currently happening.
So yeah.
Sorry for any mistakes