Jan's Almost

Introducing Jan

"Mr. Jan Leigh Meterio, you can now proceed to the guidance office for the third part of this enrollment."

The staff from the admission office told me.

Enrollment day is really tiring, masyadong maraming offices ang pupuntahan and the process is so mabagal. What time can I finish this? Gusto ko nang humilata sa kama ko. Im dying to smooch my baby teddy bibi bear. Okay, so Im on the third part out of four step na kaya tatapusin ko nalang to ng makauwi na ako ng matiwasay. I have now all the documents naman na, so siguro matatapos na din naman ako nito ng maaga. It was quite a tiring procedure pero mas okay na ganito kesa naman hindi ako makapag aral diba? May pangarap ako sa buhay kaya gagawin ko itong napakahabang enrollment procedure na ito para sa ekonomiya! Yes, that's the spirit! I'm like so tanga thinking like that.

Jan Leigh Meterio is my name. 19 years old and an upcoming second year college kung matatapos ko itong mahabang procedure ng enrollment na to, I'm taking a course of Bachelor of Arts in Psychology. Gusto ko kasing maging psychologist who tends to marines someday. I dunno, I just have this feeling of doing that in the future. I was born male biologically but has the heart of a fairy. Yes, I'm gay. Hindi na siya issue sa family ko since matagal naman na akong umamin sa kanila. It was around 8th grade when I decided to tell them that I have the color of the rainbow. Actually, they were not shocked when I told them that, I was the one whose more shocked when they told me na matagal na din nilang alam at hinihintay nalang nila akong magsabi sa kanila. I am so blessed to have a loving and open family like them, I cannot wish for more.

I can still remember what dad told me during that time.

"Anak, kahit ano ka pa mahal na mahal ka namin ng mama mo at mga kuya mo. Hindi kabawasan sa pagmamahal namin sayo na ganyan ka dahil anak ka namin. If I would be sad about this, maybe it's the thought na maraming tao ang huhusga sa pinili mong buhay. Pero lagi mong tatandaan na parati lang kaming nandito sayo, ang pamilya mo na palaging magtatanggol at susuporta sayo."

and then he hugged me tight. Wala na sigurong mas sasaya pa pag tanggap ka ng buong pamilya mo. After what my father said during that night, we all gathered into a group hug. My Mama, Papa and two Kuyas na sinabing dadaan daw muna sakanila ang mga manliligaw sa akin. Tss... silly them but I love them both.

And yep, that was the story of how I confessed to my family. Ayun na siguro ang isa sa mga masasayang nangyari sa buhay ko. Yes, isa lang yon sa mga masasayang nangyari sa buhay ko dahil marami pang iba, katulad nalang noong unang araw na nakita ko si ano.. si Oliver. The man of my dreams. Sound corny but it's what I felt when I first saw him dancing, moving those arms and feet, swaying those hips, and flashing some sexy expressions on his face. Damn! I'm fantasizing on him again. This is not so good, but it felt good thinking about him. Ugh! So manyak Leigh. This is so not you. It's not so healthy when I am thinking about him and started dreaming things on how can I be with him. I'm so damnnnnn inlove. As in super duper inlove, and it's saddens me na hanggang one sided nalang ang lahat ng ito. Pero no offense, tanggap ko naman na ang lahat ng yon kasi alam ko naman na hanggang paghanga nalang talaga ako dahil hindi naman siya magkakainteres sa akin. Hindi sa dahil pangit ako because hell! Im so damn gorgeous. It's just that, he's straight as a pole and no one can bend that. He is somewhat the cassanova of our school. A womanizer who always gets in trouble because of his kamanyakan, but other than that he's so good. Too perfect. Even though babaero at malibog siya, kasama siya palagi sa top 10 and wala  naman na siyang nilalabag na ibang rules kundi ang PDA lang.

"Mr. Jan Leigh Meterio, just pass this to the admission and your all done for this day. Have a nice day!"

Oh, for now enough about him cause I'm about to finish this enrollment. I really need to go home cause I have some baking sessions with my Mama and Kuyas. That's our bonding time for this week and I should not be late cause my mother would kill me. She's a bit of  a monster sometimes, and I would not want to be on that "sometime".

I then went to the office of the admission to pass all the requirements they needed. Oh yes, I am now enrolled for this school year. Cheers to the success of this and to more kiat with Oliver. Oops... kidding on that thought.

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