I Thought We Were Friends

VI

6 years later

Yoongi POV.

Today is jungkook's 20th birthday we planned to surprise him when he come back from the collage. Mr.jeon was so excited he did't go to his work or the hospital which he was in so often beacuse 1. He is so happy that Jungkook become adult and 2. We did't celebrate anything since Mrs.Jeon passed away 5 yeara ago.

When I came here we had happy life I got very close to everyone quickly even Mr.jeon asked me to call him dad whenever I want.. To be honest I want to but I still can't do it. I spended most of the time with jungkook and his friend although i didn't like their activities.. Actually i don't like all activities, but i had fun.
"Isn't he late?" asked Mr.jeon
"Yes, maybe he had somthing to do" I replied while putting the cack on the table.
Mr.jeon went out early today and bought it with balloons it'll be simple and nice surpries.
"Sorry you did't go to your calsses today" said Mr.jeon.
I chuckled " believe me i'm glad that i did, they are boring there"
"you always complaining about the studying and yet you go "
"it's for you and Jungkook. You know I was about to leave school back in korea"

The door opened revealing Jungkook we jumped to surprise him but... wait! Is he crying? His eyes are red and his clothes looks in shabby and wet.

"Kookie?" Asked Mr.jeon .
Jungkook did't expect to see us by the look in his face "Oh d-dad, hyung..."
"What's happened to you?" i asked trailed my eyes up and down him
" I..I... Nothing I juat fall down" he said looking down. heh yeah you definitely did't.

"Anyways what are you doing at home this time? Usually you are not here " Jungkook said.

"How can i go and not celebrate my son's 20th birthday" Mr.jeon said as he hugging Jungkook it's so sweet scene.

"Happy birthday kookie"
"Thanks dad "
"Happy birthday Jungkook" I said with low voice but he can hear it. Still want to know what's happened to him but i'll leave it now.
"Thank you hyung"
"Come on we prepared somethig for you" Mr.jeon said pulling jungkook to the living room.
"Don't he have to change first?" i said
"oh yes i'm so excited that i forget about it. Go chang sweetheart we'll wait you their "
"Ok I'll be right back" jungkook said and left to his room upstairs.

Jungkook POV

I was so surprising by theme. They might noticed my shooked face, No yoongi hyung noticed it for sure, I bet he didn't believe me. I fall down! really Jungkook!! you could've come up with lie better than this.
I don't know always i came the first and change before anyone come. I didn't prepare myself for such a situation.
I got bullied usually but i don't care I can endure this. I just don't want to dad and yoongi hyung to find out.

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"Thank you I love you both"
"You are welocme sweatheart"

we finished celebrating i had fun and thanks to them.
dad had to go out while Yoongi hyung and I stayed to clean. I don't want to stay with him for so long i'm sure he will ask he keept look at me with this suspicious eyes. I hate it when he look at me like this.
When I finished i went straight to my room trying to avoid him.

KNOCK! KNOCK!

He opened the door "Jungkook can I talk to you?"
" yes hyung what's wrong"
"Is there anything happened to you?"
"No" I kept my eyes fixed on my feet trying to avoid his eyes.
"Then why is your clothes like that?" he said pointing at theme.
"I told you i fall"
"No someone did this to you"
Why is he like that! i know what is he going to do when he find out, and I don't need more trouble. I'm just fine like that.
"Hyung I'm fine"
"Who are they?" he said with little angery voice
"I said i'm fine leave me alone" I hate this I hate myslf and I hate Josh.
I was just happy the way I was.
He suddenly start bullying some kid saying that he has issues with him, and I joined him, we kept bullying over a year I knew it's wrong but I felt power and I enjoyed that feeling.
But after Josh moved this kid and his 'new friends' start bullying me. I didn't know it hurts that much.. It's really hurts but I deserve it.
"You know i'm here for you. I can't just see you hurting and crying and leave you, you are my brother. You can't just ignore this I had friend who got bullyed and I saw how much he was hurt.You are so kind and nice you don't deserve this feeling"
"Yes I do" I said trying my best not to cry "I deserve it" I completed.
"What! No you don't no body deser-"
"For me I deserve and Josh deserve. I should've stop him!! I should've stop when the boy was crying and looking into my eyes!!!" I cut him off losing control in my tears and strat crying
"Jungkook? Just tell me everything what's happening to you?" he said rubbing my back.
"You will hate me"
"I would never"