I wish you didn't tell me i was special |🧟‍♂️|

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Name: Claudia
Age: 20
Eye color: pale green
Hair color: Black
Faux freckles |yup|

I walked into me and my boyfriend Awsten's house arguing once a fuhking gain
"JUST SHUT UP AWSTEN OKAY!!?"
"OH WHAT YOURE MAD AT ME NOW?!"
"STOP SHOUTING AT ME I DID NOTHING!"
"DONT FUCKING LIE, YOURE SO BIPOLAR CLAUDIA"
"YOURE SO FUCKING ANNOYING AWSTEN JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!"
Awsten just stomps past me throws the grocery bags at my feet and storms out of our house.

Our arguments are the worst out of all couple arguments it's so bad that I ran away and moved all the way back to my hometown, New Jersey once, me and Awsten lived in L.A. at the time. We currently live in Texas Awsten's hometown

idk how we always end up arguing, it's a habit. It's like we know we're toxic for each other. We know it's not okay for us to be together but we can't seem to get enough of each other. I angrily ran upstairs to my room and broke everything in there and ran to Awsten's room I wasn't thinking whatsoever I was just in an angry stage of mind where you don't even care enough to think about the consequences I break everything his guitars, his microphone, I even ripped all of his clothes and burned them.

I'm literally Satan, geez. I broke all of his glasses and through all of his favorite socks into the trash can today was garbage pick up day so you can imagine to where those socks went.

I relaxed and just got a migraine afterwards so I fell asleep in Awsten's room on the floor.

I woke up to someone violently banging on the door and anonymously ringing the doorbell I walk to the door and open it but Awsten just barged through causing me to fall and be squished behind the door.

Awsten ran into his room angrily
"WTF ARE YOU DOING" is shout angrily
"PACKING MY STUFF IM LEAVING THIS JUNK OF A HOUSE"

this is probably the 10th time he's said this he usually ends up coming back begging for me to let him back in I obviously always give in because he ends up crying and calling me oh so sweet names but that just disappears in the snap of a finger shit never lasts.

Awsten ends my daydream as I hear him shout
"WTF DID YOU DO TO MY SHIT CLAUDIA"
I stay quiet
He runs to the living room I get up and walk up to him
"I SAID WTF DID YOU DO TO MY SHIT, ITS TROWN EVERYWHERE,I PAYED REAL MOENY FOR EVERYTHING AND NOT JUST FOR YOU TO BREAK AND RIP IT ALL CLAUDIA"

"Well you should of thought of that before shouting at me and leaving me alone with your useless shit" I respond calmly

"Oh you, you"
"Me, ME WHAT?! ME WHAT AWSTEN?! ARE YOU GONNA SAY IM A USELESS BITCH THAT CANT DO ANYTHING AND THAT I FUCK EVERYTHING UP?!"

"UGH YOU MAKE THINGS HARD FOR ME CLAUDIA"

"SHUT UP AWSTEN YOU NEVER THINK THINGS THROUGH THATS THE PROBLEM"
I shout back throwing my arms everywhere crazily Awsten just puts his hands behind his head and a defeated look washes over him

Then he runs and jumps out the window he live in THE FUCKING FIFTH FLOOR HOLY SHIT!!
I hear the glass of the window break and a loud thump

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