We need to talk 🧟‍♂️ | Awsten Knight

𝒪𝓊𝓇 𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝒾𝓍 𝒻ℯℯ𝓉 𝓊𝓃𝒹ℯ𝓇 🥰💔

I look out the window
"HOLY SHIT AWSTEN!"
I cringe at his slightly twitching body. I speed walk outside to where his body had fallen, I wanted to do something but I didn't want people to get the wrong idea, his body looked so fragile his face was peaceful. Oh okay when he's dead he starts looking cute I'm a fucking psychopath that's was goin on.
"Hello! Miss!... Claudia... what happened to Awsten" our neighbor asked "oh just drunk again, Come on Awsten get up!" I shout awkwardly smiling at her.
"Oh well then let me hel-"
"NO! No, no thank you I appreciate it really it's so kind of you, but he gets kinda wink wonk when he's drunk" I say moving my finger in a circular motion next to the right side of my head to indicate that he gets crazy when he's drunk.
"Oh.. I truly understand, I actually just have to go to the vet! I'll see you later" the elderly women says waving with a smile and giddily hops away, not literally but gosh does she have energy for a person as old as her age.

"Ah fuck Awsten what have you gotten us into"
I say walking away back into the apartment someone else can take care of him.

"Ah there she is ms. I'm just gonna leave you on the side of the side walk so someone else can take care of you"
Awsten says toxic sarcasm spilling off his tongue. I walk over to him I rest my hand on the middle part of his neck I feel him tense up against my touch as he crosses his arms and rolls his eyes at me, oh you sassy pretty boy. "I'm sorry Awsten you just put me in such an uncomfortable situation like you know I love you, but Awsten you can't just throw yourself out a window and expect me to drag you away with me... for what just to suffer and see your body cripple and ash away no thanks I don't wanna make saying goodbye to you harder than it already is!" I yell near to tears
"I love you too, jumping out of the window wasn't such a smart idea"
He wipes my tears away with his thumb.
"I love you more"
I look up and nothing was there,
"Awsten?" Everything was just plain black.
"uh Awsten?" "Awsten!"
"Awsten where are you?"
I fall down a black hole I felt dizzy and helpless
"AWSTEN!!!!!!"

I shoot out of bed sweaty and uncomfortable as hell