Perfect

Intro

Hey! I'm Kendall.

I've just turned 15 years old, and I go to Verdera High (Will be moving soon)

I live in a very small apartment with my older sister on Dayland Road. My sister's name is Sierra, she's 18 years right now.

My parents live in a different country only because we were low on money, so it was really hard for my parents to pay bills.

They decided to move to another country to be able to get a better job.

I don't know when they will come back. Ever since they left I lost contact with them.

I do hope they come back soon, because I miss my parents so much. Half of my heart is broken without them.

My bestfriends in Verdera High are...

🌹Kaii
🌹Ellie
🌹Emma
🌹And lastly Eeren

I spend most of my days texting them, since I really don't have anything good to do because my sister works about 10 - 11 hours a day.

She normally comes home around 12 am

I'm normally asleep by then, but she works hard for me.

I wish I could spend more time with her, I do try when it's possible but on her days off she sleeps because of how hard she's working a week.

My sister wants me to move schools since she can't drop me off every morning. She thinks it'll be better for me and I will be able to walk to school.

The school is really far away from my sisters apartment, so she struggles a lot getting me their since she's got to get to work and at the same time get me to school on time.

I really don't want to.

I've moved schools a lot mainly because of bullying, or in this case the school is far away.

But I really don't mind, my sister works really hard for me so whatever makes her life easier makes mine.

I really hate moving schools though, it really makes it hard for me to fit in.

Normally people would just hate me for wearing glasses or for the clothes I wear.

I really don't have a body figure like most pretty girls, I'm more of a "stick"...

Well that's what they called me at my old schools, they thought I was too skinny.

Most girls at Verdera High have body figure's, they are also tan and beautiful. They do wear a lot of make-up though.

Some of my friends are really pretty and tan, I just feel a little ugly and flat from my inside.

It does cause some depression at times, but I like to stay as positive as possible. I don't like negativity, even though most of the time it hits me hard.

I'm also really pale, people use to call me many other things like "mayo" or "fish".

Till this day I don't understand why they called me "fish"...

It's like I can't fit in anywhere, like the world hates me.

I just want positivity, not negativity. I just get stressed really easy. It gives me anxiety at times.

It's like I won't make it through the darkness...

It's like I can't be perfect...

Hello! This is my first story, thank you for reading. Sorry if there are any grammar mistakes or any spelling mistakes.
I'm not the best typer😂

But thank you again xo