Im so lonely (laughing Jack x reader)

Chapter One

Your P.O.V

"(Y/N)!!!!!!"

"Yes dad." I answer my dad knowing if I didnt I'd get hurt again. "You, young lady, must stop picking on your brother he just came and complained to me that you called him names and that you hit him through the face, what is wrong with you?!"

"Dad I promise to you now I did not do such a th-" I got interupted with a slap across my face and my brother began laughing. "Haha look how ridiculous you are!" My brother said under his breath. I stared at my brother holding my cheek in my one hand. "Now go to you room!" My father shouted in utter disgust. As soon as I got to my room I heard the two laughing so I locked my bedroom door. Thanks to my friends i have all sorts of things to keep me busy like a laptop for anime and my phone to talk to them when needed to.

'I cant wait to go to school tomorrow to see my friends...' Was the last thing I thought before I fell unconcious due to the loss of energy and tears.

Dream land
"Police, put your hands up in the air slowly and throw your weapon to the ground!" I was running from something I have no clue as to what I was running from and I was about to be arrested for something I had apperently done. "Now, one of the cops are gonna come towards you and hand cuff you! So put your hands behind you head and stand on your knees!" One of the cops yell out as lots more surround me. I, frighted for my life, do as they had told me to do and get arrested and get taken away.

Within a blink of an eye I was in this huge horrible white room. Literally everything was white. Once again I blink and feel numerous needles in my skin.
Dream end

I wake up in a daze from the dream I just had. What was that about? I sat up in my bed and looked at the time on the clock. Crap im late. I hastily jump up and throw my school clothes on and pack my bag. I head downstairs to the kitchen to pack my lunch and make myself something to quickly munch on and run to school.

Thankfully I got to school in time before they locked the gates. As I walk in me friends attack me with hugs and asked how I was and if I had any troubles this weekend. As per usual I had told them not to worry about it and started walking towards my first class.

My closest friend (your friends name) always gave me a worried look and hugged me. The day went on, doing classes to the best of my abilities. During break I was reading a book called inkdeath.

I was on the second chapter when they mentioned something about a dark prince leading people village to village when suddenly the governours horse men showed up tring to kill those who were travelling away. The one hero killed most of the horse men and for some reason I really enjoyed reading that part. I get pulled out of reading when I hear my friends call out to me.

I greet them with a smile "Oh hey guys!" I packed my book away. "Heyyyyy!" One of my friends run towards me attacking me to the ground. "Are you ready to go for a walk to the mall?" I didnt know we were going to the mall so might as well take the chance. "Sure why not!"

"I knew she'd say yes!" My friends have tried everyday to spend as much time with me so that I wouldnt have to go home and suffer more. So off we went to the mall all seven of us. We walked around and decided to go watch a movie but the problem was we couldnt make our decissions. "Haha since we cant make our decissions lets go and ice-skate for a bit?" Asking as politly as I could. "She always comes up the greatest ideas, come on guys lets go!" My short friend said energetically excited.

We payed and got skates and headed to the ice to skate. I ask if I can skate by myself for a bit and they all agree so off I went. As I'm caught in my own thoughts, something tells me to look to my right and when i did i saw my boyfriend kissing another girl.

I was... furious and sad. So I headed back to my friends and told them that I wanted to go home. They saw I was upset and asked what had happened. I told them what I saw after sighing. They all got so angrey that they got off the ice and went towards my boyfriend to confront him. I however had a thought in my mind that I never expected to have however I was really considering it.

They came back and told me that he doesnt feel sorry and that hes breaking up with you after they stuffed him up. My face goes blank and I look away towards where he was, seeing him kissing her again. We all came to a decission to end the day and head home.

A specific tune came into my head as I was heading home on my own when we all split and I began to sing it and zoned out to it. By the time I came back from zoning out to the song I realized I was by (boyfriends name)'s house. It was then that I realized where I was when I saw the guild that was with him leave his house...

Without thinking, I grab the knife I keep with my in my pocket everyday, sneaked up behind her and put my hand infront of her mouth as I slit her throat. Luckily I did it where no one can see. I then approached my next target. I knocked on the door, hiding my bloodied knife in my pockets, door opening to be greeted by his mom "oh hi sweety, his in his room if your looking for him!" I nodded and smiled at her walking past her heading up stairs to his room. I walked in his room and walked towards him and closed his door behind me.

"I thought I broke up with you!" I saw a tear going down his face. "Im sorry I just could3nt stay away from you so I just came here to show you what you mean to me!" He was sitting on his bad so I sat on his lap and started kissing him. He then laid us both down and continued kissing me. We took a break to breath and sat up, making as if I was taking off my shirt but telling him to keep his eyes shut. I then put my hand over his mouth and took out my knife from behind my back and stabbed him right in the heart.

I looked down at him and felt nothing as I see the life leave his eyes. A thought crossed my mind and I decided to put it into motion. Without letting his perents know I climbed through his window and headed home.

*Edited 20 December 2023*