deadil40: So beautiful

chapter 5

I see dakota come up to us and ask us what we want to eat, either some soup, or the chicken we had for dinner last night. I politely decline from food and head up to my room, they stare after me and I can hear Mitch ask sky what's wrong with me.

I get back to my room and fall against the door which slammed shut. looking up to my computer, I see that I had a new message on Skype, from you guessed it bodil40. I go onto my chair and open up a new window on my computer that would put up Skype.

bodil40 accepter your request.

bodil40: Hi :D

I quickly respond.

Deadlox: Hi :3

The typing sign comes up and I wait for his response. I turn on my editing software and get my last video up.

bodil40: I would ask 'whats up?' but I feel that is waaay too formal. so, earlier you were looking distracted. is everything ok?

Wow, I only know him for, what: two, three hours now? and he can tell that something was wrong faster then sky. who has been my friend for four years now. I start to think about what I should respond with. should I lie and say nothing? no. I'll just say it.

Deadlox: to be honest, I feel like my friends don't like me as much as they used too.

I type that out before I quickly delete it and put.

Deadlox: yeah every things fine! I have been tired though. how are you doing?

yeah, that's what I should say, I just met him, he doesn't need to know about my problems.

Bodil: I'm good. so, you know where cops and robbers is. right?

Where's he going with this.

Deadlox: yes?

I type that waiting for his response, I look back at my editing and cut out some of the beginning.

Bodil40: well, Me and my friends are going to go over tomorrow, do you want to come along? we don't have to record unless you want to c:

I smile down at the keyboard and think. Do I want to go and play something? I think this is the first thing in a month I was requested to go do. I type out my response.

Deadlox: yeah I'll go :) but, can you pick me up at the block city sign? my friends are taking our car..

Bodil40: yeah! no problem :D see you at 2;30. that ok?

Deadlox: yeah that's cool c:

bodil40: well, see you then :D bye!

Deadlox: bye :D

I check my time,

8:47 huh, thought it would be later then that.

I hear someone come up the stairs and knock on my door. who would be coming to see me?

"Ty?" its Quinton. "Hey Ty, You haven't eaten a lot today, open the door I have some food." I ignore him because I'm not that hungry. I keep on editing until he knocks again. "Ty, open the door. come on buddie." I sigh before telling him that I wasn't hungry. "fine then." I hear him leave angerly. Why was he angry? I am the person that the others are ignoring!

I lie down on my bed and try to get to sleep. but I just don't feel right. Do I know something that I don't remember? fuck. I'm just not right. I put my head against the pillow, and listen to the songs on my iPod. I fall asleep while hearing My chemical romance playing.