Chasing Tre

If you have not read rolling Loud you will be confused a little but not much.

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Mel POV

Aug 1

Ever since I found out I was pregnant life has been great, Tre has been helping me with the baby room and Princess has been dealing with her own issues by going to the therapist and even though I still have some problems I'm learning to get over those too.

At the moment I am 2 months pregnant and everyday is a blessing.

I decided not too go back to school only because I can't handle the pressure of being a teen mom and everybody who had high hopes for me judging me.

When I told Tre that he was okay with it and told me if I needed the money he could help me open up a shop.

Oh did I tell you guys my dad is back in my life?

He's back and now we are closer then ever him and my uncle left me 8mil for when I graduated but I haven't told my dad yet I'm not going back to school.

I don't know how he's going to take it.

After what happened me and Tre decided to move for a fresh start.

We live in a big mansion 6 bedrooms and 5 bathrooms and it's basically my dream house.

Tre has given me everything I've ever wanted and more and I'm happy I can give him one thing he wanted.

A family.

He restarted his drug cartel with fresh new people so anyone who was a snake knew better.

And so far Business is booming and everything is ok.

Oh I forgot to mention John got Kevin to come out the closet.

Now they are both a couple and Kevin is Tre new right hand man.

We're still keeping secrets and Kevin still hasn't got over his sister I fear one day it will come out and all hell will break loose but for now I've decided to sweep it under the carpet.

Princess is now wanting to have her own lil gang Tre is having a hard time of letting her.

She says she didn't wanna go back to school either but I had to tell her I'm pregnant that's why.

I'm hoping she has gotten over her crush on me because whenever me and Tre look at baby outfits she makes this face.

Aug 20

I've opened a shop after consideration I didn't wanna sit on my ass and mooch off of Tre money so I opened a shop called bundlesbymel it's a hair salon and it sells bundles by me.

It's been doing great lately one of Tre guys wife owns hair so she hooked me up and now business is better then ever.

I've had help from Princess Who now has her own gang she's just trying to find recruits now.

I told her I would help but I'm pregnant and I wouldn't look cute running around with a gun and a big belly.

So I decided to help her by making the goods.

I've took up baking so I help her with edibles form time to time.

Me and Tre sex life has been great. 😊

He's very gentle though he says he doesn't want the baby to come out stupid because of his dick size hitting it's head.

I Rolled My Eyes At how high and mighty he thinks he is.

School is starting soon and I'm scared on what people are gonna think when I don't show.

Princess Said fuck them but I'm still queasy about not going it's always been my dream to get into a athlete scholarship but that died the day Tre got shot.

I don't even run anymore one because I'm pregnant two because I just don't even like it anymore.

Being here changed me I know for a fact.

But was it a good change or bad change?

I don't really know.

Usually my spend my days doing stuff for the shop looking at cribs or wedding dresses.

Oh yea I'm getting MARRIED.

We decided to wait till after the baby is born because I don't wanna look like a ball on my big day.

Tre has the idea we elope but I like it more old fashion so I made him wait.

He's very patient now a days and gets me Anything I want except junk food 😒 he says it's for the health of the baby but I think he think I'm fat.

Anyways this is my diary and I'll talk to you later.

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Oct
4 months pregnant....

Something has changed and I don't know what to do.

Tre comes home late and when we get ready to make Love he's never in the mood or says he doesn't wanna wake the baby.

I cry myself to sleep hoping he will hear but he never does.

Is he cheating on me? Is the baby weight making him not love me?

Whenever I bring up our wedding plans he's not interested anymore.

I don't know what to do.

We get in fights almost every other day but yesterday it got worse.

He pushed me into the baby crib and now I have a purple bruise on my back.

I don't know if i can take this any longer.

My father has left to go check on the business even though he says he wants no parts in it.

Im afraid he will get sucked back in.

If he goes back to jail I will have nobody and again I will be alone.

When I told him I was going back to school he had a rage and said I was being stupid and called me a whole bunch of other names I couldn't believe.

It was like he was a whole other person Tre tried to get him to calm down but he ended up punching him and they had a full fight in the dining room which resulted in him leaving the table broke and not texting me until one day he said he went back home.

Me and Princess have bonded more every night Tre isn't there we eat ice cream and watch movies till he comes home.

I talk to her about my problems because it's unfair I have to carry this child while he's out in the street.

Some days when I'm in the shower I think of cutting myself.

I'm afraid my depression is back and I don't know how to handle it.

I have nobody here and I'm afraid this is gonna be my life.

I'm trying to stay strong for my baby but it's like that's not making me happy anymore.

My doctor appointments I used to go with Tre now he doesn't show up and John goes instead.

He has been a big help to me nowadays when I don't wanna get up he makes me.

Princess is more busy with things with her girls so we see each other once in awhile then not for another while.

Oct 20

I'm sick and tired of His excuses.

"I'm busy"

"Get off my back"

"I will next time"

He hasn't been to one doctor appointment since I was two months.

I told him if he didn't get his act together I would leave and he just looked at me.

I'm not longer chasing Tre.

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