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Childhood and Adulthood

"Surrounded and up against a wall
I'll shred 'em all and go with you
When choices end, you must defend
I'll grab my bat amd go with you"

▪ My Blood, Twenty One Pilots

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Do you think that adults grow bigger because they use the cadaver of their childhood as a pedestal. Strangely I love that idea. That could explain why I'm still this small even though I'm 19. And it could also explain why I consider "maturity" as a distant notion. As distant as possible from me.

Do you think that old people look smaller and more stooped because they realized the mistake of their adulthood ? Because after having murdered them, they picked up their corpse and their childhood's one to carry it on their shoulders?

Maybe you noticed, just like me, that there are a few old people that are still quite tall and stand straight. What does it mean in your opinion ? Did they gave up on their childhood and their adulthood ? Maybe they left their adulthood alone, or maybe they let it ran away. Maybe somone stole the cadavers away from them ? Maybe they gave it to someone that needed it more than them ?

I don't know. I would like to know. But I'm not looking forward to grow old in order to do that. I'm not looking forward for my dead body to be burried or burned with my adulthood and my childhood's ones. I don't want to be forgotten like I forgot the others.

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Sometimes I'd like to die just to see what it's like, and then I'd go back to life. I just wanna know, wanna see by myself.

~ ChildishJiu