No Name (Jake Webber)

And girl i don't blame ya

We started driving again. I let Jake have the AUX cord, we had been listening to lil peep when the song cut myself came on. 
"This is one of my favorite songs" I said singing along to the words
Watch the time go by, all I wanna do is get high
Smoke blunts in my ride, turn the music up, I like the vibes
I’m fine, you should worry about yourself every once in awhile
Cracking a smile while I cut myself
Sometimes it feels like nothing help
And that prescription take the pain away
I’m taking acid if it rain today
Watch the clouds while I waste away
Dripping out the sink
No one ever knows what I’m sipping out my drink 

The song was really short but it held lots of emotion. I looked over at Jake who was singing along quietly. I smiled admiring how his plump lips moved  in sync to words. He snapped his head torwards me and smiled. I blushed and kept driving.
  Pretty soon we were at Scotty's house. I was excited for this party to be honest. I got out of the car and walked to the front door. We went inside and saw tons of people. There were ex-viners, YouTubers, comedians. Everyone.
"You want a drink?" Jake asked looking down at me.
"Yeah thank you just let me whatever" I smiled.
  I was dancing when I felt someone stand by me. It was Gabby.
"Hey Lilly"
"Hey Gabs how are you?" I asked giving her a hug.
"I'm pretty good. Hey I see you and Jake are getting kind of close." She said winking. I remembered the little 'fling' they had.
"You two are good for each other. Treat him well he deserves it" she said sadly. I gave her a smile and nodded.
"Of course I will" she gave me another hug and walked away.
   A couple minutes later Jake came back with our drinks.
"You want to dance?" I asked.
"Sure" he smiled. I grabbed his hand and pulled him over to the middle of the living room. We danced for awhile until I got a phone call. "It's my mom I have to answer this" I walked out to my car and answered the phone.
"Hello?" I asked
"Hey honey"
"Mom what's wrong?"
"You're sister she's in the hospital again."
"W-what? I thought they said it was gone" 
"Honey you know that it could have came back just, can you come home she wants to see you before she goes to surgery"
"Y-yeah mom I'll get a ticket and I'll be there"
"Thank you honey she really wants to see you"
"I love you Mom"
"I love you too honey see you soon"
  I hung up and sat back. My little sister had lung cancer. I felt the tears start coming out. I started sobbing. I put my head on the steering wheel. I decided I'd call Logan.
It rang a couple times before he answered.
"Wassssuuuup"
"Logan she's in the hospital again" I cried into the phone
"O-olivia?"
"Yeah. She's back in the hospital my mom just called I have to go back to Ohio"
"D-did you call Jake? I'm gonna come with you" I heard his voice crack.
"N-no I haven't he's doing that thing with Shane remember? I'll tell him though"
"Yeah do that I'll come over to your house in an hour okay?"
"Okay bye Logan I love you"
"Love you too Lilly"
We hung up. I tried calming myself down before calling Jake.
"Jake don't say anything. Olivia is in the hospital Logan and I are going to go see her"
"She's in the hospital?"
"Yes I'll keep you updated I have to go"
"Okay bye Lilly love you"
"Love you too"

  I decided to go back into the house and tell Jake I have to go back home for a little bit. I walked into the house with my head down.
  I found Jake with Colby. I figured I'd tell him too.
"Come with me" I said to them. They followed me back outside.
"I-i have to go back home for a little bit"
"Is everything okay?" Colby asked.
"My little sister is back in the hospital. I have to go see her. Logan is going to come with me" I answered trying not to cry"
"How long are you going to be gone for?" Jake asked quietly.
"I'm not sure"
"I hope your sister is okay Lilly I got to go"
"Bye Colby" I said giving him a hug.
"D-do you want to come with me?" I asked Jake.
"Wh-what?"
"Do you want to come with me?" I asked again.
"Why?"
"I want you to come with me"
"Okay"
"We're leaving tomorrow so go pack" I said quietly. "come back in a little bit" I added.

This chapter is SOOOO messy I'm sorry I promise the next one will be better. I haven't edited this either so please excuse any mistakes. Also, thank you for 600 reads. It really means a lot thst people are reading this ❤❤