I Cant Stop (A jeff the killer fanfic)

Coping With the Truth

~Jeff~

I wake up with a pounding headache. God damn it how much did I drink last night. I feel a cold breeze come up he blanket and notice I'm not wearing any clothes. I look over at LJ's bed and notice she's not there. I look on my night stand and see that its 7am.  There is no way LJ is up before me. Oh shit did I ever come back up here to check on her? Is she downstairs? I sit up real fast and my head starts to spin and pound. Why the fuck was I drinking lastnight I go to lay down and feel something hard and warm under the blankets. I slowly lift the blanket up and see LJ laying there naked. I immediately throw the blanket back down. Holy shit I slept with LJ?! Fuck why would I do that? I was drunk? Why was I drunk? I get dressed, and run down to the hospital and see slender man sitting there holding a baby....my baby. I stand there, and I know he knows that I'm there.

"Jeff...do you want to hold him, and name him?" Slender Man asks me.

I stand there  looking at the ground, "It should be me on that bed...not her. She wouldn't even be in this situation if it wasn't for me. She would still be in school and be with her friends. She wouldn't be laying in there dead." I say angrily.

"Jeff it was her choice to stay wi..." He starts out.

"It was all me damn it! I persuaded her to stay here with me. I did this. I don't deserve to be a father to him. That's AJ's angel. I will not fuck up my wife's child." I say turning towards the door. I have got to get out of here. I walk through the hospital doors and start running up the basement stairs. I'm going to kill. I just lost my wife. She woke up long enough to change into someone that's not my wife. And then I lost her for good. Nothing will ever replace AJ....nothing.

I've been killing for hours. I've killed around 5 people. Do I feel guilty? No. Not at all. AJ...my life...my love...gone. Never ever ever seen by anyone ever again. I miss her...LJ is sweet, and all but she's not my wife.

I'm hunched down on the roof of someone's house looking out. I hear a woman scream for help, and leap out in the direction of the sound. I find a woman screaming in her car as an older bigger man tries to break the glass to get to her. This should be easy. I jump down and slowly walk up close behind him. I tip toe up to him and pull my knife out. I slowly slip it around his head to his throat and in one swift movement I slit his throat. I watch the look of compleat horror spread across the womans face as the man's blood sprays all over her window. I go to turn and walk away when I hear LJ shout out from behind me.

"Jeff!!" She screams.

I turn around, and see her standing in AJ's killing outfit. Fuck that just makes me miss my wife more. I love that woman so damn much. I'll miss her all the time.

"Go home LJ. I don't need you here with me right now." I say over my shoulder as I jump up and climb up a wall to a roof. I hear the sound of LJ's grapaling hook latch on to the ledge of the roof behind me.

"Jeff god damn it! Stop running from me! We need to talk!" She screams while struggling to climb up. She's still a noob.

"Absolutely not! I'm so fucking done with my life right now." I stop and turn around to face LJ. She's just now standing up on her feet and walking twords me. "Also sleeping with you was a mistake. It will never happen again. Understand?" I say looking at her questioningly.

"Oh for god's sake Jeff I don't even want to think about what we did!" She stomps her black heel into the ground for a dramatic effect. "I'm here to bring you home so you can take care of your new born son!" She continues as she places both hands on her hips to demonstrate her dominance.

"Me? Go home to my son?" I jokingly point at myself. "Your kidding right?" I say throwing my hands in the air.

"Uhhh no? Jeff look I know what happened between us last night was wrong, but I'm not worried about it. You need to come home and be a father to that boy." She screams out at me stopping her foot again. She has both hands in a ball at her sides. She's sooo not happy with me right now, and I honestly could care fucking less at the moment.

"No! I fucking refuse to come home, and damage AJ's son." I say spinning around to look LJ in the eyes. "He at least deserves a fucking chance to be normal, and not fucked up like me. I already costed him his mother." I look down at the ground struggling to hold back tears. "She should be the one to raise him. Not me. She should be here." I fanally say.

I feel a hand on my shoulder rubbing in  circling motions. I look up knowing I'll find LJ looking up at me. The moment I look into her eyes I wanna cry. Her eyes are not nearly as beautiful as AJ's was.

"You'll be a great father Jeff. Rase him to be good like his mother was. Make AJ proud. I'll even help. I'll be here for you every step of the way." She says while smiling at me.

I can't help it that at this moment I want to fuck LJ's lights out. I know it's wrong but I just can't help it. I reach my hand up, and roughly grab the side of her face and pull her in for a kiss. I kiss her deeper and deeper imagining is AJ and I'm kissing her for the last time. I slip my hand under her hoodie and crop top. Her breast stay up perky on their own. She doesn't ever have to wear a bra. I grab a handful and playfully squeeze her bud between my thumb and index finger. I hear a moan escape her mouth and vibrate into mine. I pinch a little harder and she shutters in my arm's. We haven't broke our kiss yet. I slip my tongue into hers and we fall into a pattern. I break away for a moment and pull her hoodie up over her shoulders and toss it to the ground. I reach for her shirt and do the same. When I see her naked form in front of me my dick hardens almost instantly. She bites her lip and reaches for my hoodie pulling it and my shirt up and over my head. I grab her close and lay her down on top of our hoodies thrown to our left. I slid one hand into her panties and start to feel around for her clitorus. She moans into my ear when I find her sweet spot and start rubbing in slow circles. She reaches down and unfastens my belt buckle reaching down to pull my throbbing dick out stroking it. I slide her Jean's down along with her underwear and lean down till her sex is at eye level. I start lapping her sweetness up. Taking in every moan, and every pull as she tugs on my hair begging for more. Once she's good and soaked I position myself at her entrance and slide into her. She gasps for air and bites back an mona. Fuck! She's soaking wet, and tight. Before I even can control myself I start thrusting into her. Pumping hard, and fast. I some how switch over to my pasta speed and start drilling her. I hear her screams get louder and louder until there's nothing left coming out of her mouth. Her eyes roll to the back of her head. Her legs are on my shoulders trembling out of control. I know that I'm giving her a whole shot tone of organisms at once. I'm sending her into overload. I feel my climax starting to rise and pump faster until she digs her nails into my shoulders and I lose all control and begin fucking her brains out. She's gasping for air screaming yes at the top of her lungs. I thrust one last time deep into her tight little pussy and climax hard as fuck moaning loudly in her ear. Fuck she felt good. I need to just start mindlessly fucking her sincless a lot more. I slid out, and lay next to her. She's knocked out cold. I decide to let her rest before waking her up and bringing her home. God I'm going to be a father. I look up at the sky.

"AJ I know I fucked up your life, but I'm not going to fuck up your son's life. I'm gonna raise him well. I'm going to raise him good. Like you was. I'm gonna make you proud baby girl. I love you. Now and forever. "