Good Baby Boy

Chapter 12

Jordyn's P.O.V

Jordyn: WHO ARE YOU!

???: You punched me the day my kitten was wearing overalls.

Jordyn: Zeek or whatever your name is? 

Zach: No. It's Zach.

Jordyn: What do you want? And he's my kitten now.

Zach: No he's not, he might have left me but he never officially broke up with me.

Jordyn: Well I'm pretty sure if he got a new boyfriend he officially broke up with you.

Zach: Well, that's true but, he never said it in his own words. And even if he did I wouldn't let him go. 

Jordyn: YOU'RE A STALKER!

Zach: You could say that...

Jordyn: What do you want from me?!

Zach: Give me TaeTae back and I'll leave you alone.

Jordyn: I don't think he's happy with you, I've seen the scars on his back. And front. 

Zach: Those are love marks. They show I love him cause I want to make him better. 

Jordyn: BEATING HIM ISN'T LOVE! Yes, you might have to spank him but PUNCHING HIM ISN'T LOVE!

Zach: It's love when you do it for a good reason. 

Jordyn: Punching someone is never the answer and it's never a good reason to punch someone. Especially that precious boy who can't defend himself because he's stuck in a head-space that he slips into out of nowhere!

Zach: ...

Jordyn: You know I'm right. 

Zach let go of me and he started tearing up. He ran away out of the door to his red jeep. I watched him drive off and when I turned around I saw Tae standing there crying silently. What was he doing out here and how much did he hear? I walked over to him but every step I took he took another one in the opposite direction. Was he scared of me? I was sticking up for him. Or maybe he's just scared that Zach is still here. I stopped walking towards him and Tae rushed to the bathroom. I wanted to run after him but I stopped and decided to give him space. I walked back into the classroom like I just came from a normal conversation with the pincipal. 

Tae's P.O.V

I watched the whole thing. Beginning from end. I don't know why I'm so upset but I just started crying. He was trying to comfort me but I kept stepping away. I'm such a fool. Why would I do that. Number one, I'm probably in more trouble now than I was before. And two, he probably thinks I'm mad at him. I can't imagine all the thing running through his head right now. He might be sad, or mad, or disappointed, but the worst of them all, maybe he's happy I'm sad. He might use this as an excuse to break up with me! Maybe he made this whole plan to make it seem like Zach was trying to hurt him so he can start a fight between us and break us up. 

Liam: Tae is that you?

Tae: Noooo....

Liam: Are you crying? 

Tae: No, I'm....laughing.

Liam: No you're not.

Tae: To be honest I have no idea what I'm crying for...

Liam: Hm, figures. You're a crybaby even when your not in your headspace.

Tae: Look Liam, I'm not up for this so if you want to offend me do it tomorrow. 

Liam: Well, it's true I mean, you were a pain in the ass. Everytime I had to make you feel better I just wanted to give up taking care of you.

I teared up. Liam is so mean to me now. I haven't done anything to him and he's acting like Cin. I wanted to run, I wanted to hide. I just wanted them to leave me alone! I started crying out loud and I started running home. I didn't care about what Jordyn said, I needed to leave for my mental health. I ran out the door onto the street through alleys without stopping to walk. I finally got to my house and I opened the door dropping all my stuff right there. 

Mom: Tae is that you?

Tae: Y-yes ma'am.

Mom: Why are you home so early?

Tae: Mom...do you love me? Do I make you want to give up on life?'

Mom: Sweetie...I love you very much. You make me happy that I have life, you make me happy that I found a an to make you. I love you so much that there aren't enough words for me to explain how much I love you.

Tae: -nods- Okay.

Mom: Go rest Tae.  

Tae: I will. Only wake me up for food okay?

Mom: Okay. -nods-

I walked to my room and laid down on my bed. I grabbed the pink bed sheet ruffles admiring the clear yet pastel bed curtains that surrounded me. I stared at it in awe as I tried to escape my mind out of this world. I wanted to just fall deep in my little space. I was already in my little head space but I just wanted to go all the way in my head space so I don't have to worry about it. But the more I push myself in the more I fall out of my little space. I wanted to pull myself in but I was pushing my way out. And all of a sudden the real world just crashed into me. I looked around and I started crying. Now I finally know what I'm crying for....

Liam's P.O.V

I made him cry again. What is wring with me?! I've been hurting the one boy I really love and I'm not making it any better. I'm ignoring him, making him cry, and that's not making our relationship any better. I'm such a bad friend and imagine if I was his boyfriend I would be too overprotective. I should just stop all friendships right now that's how bad of a friend I am. Ever since me and Tae had that fight in the alley I've never been the same. I've been hanging out with Cin, David, and Logan. We've smacked talked him, slut talked and slut shamed him, and we hurt him mentally, emotionally, and physically too. I feel so bad, I'm gonna change my ways. Well I'm gonna try.

Cin: Hey Liam, you here? I saw Tae run out of here crying. What did you do this time? -smirks-

Liam: I kinda told him he was a pain in the ass and that when I was taking care of him he was annoying and he always cried and stuff.

Cin: Wow what a crybaby. He's so sensitive it's so funny. Come on let's go. 

I was raging, I wanted to go off on him for talking about Tae like that but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I just don't know what to do anymore...