𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐇𝐀𝐄𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍.

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Hi Lee Donghyuck.
The first love I ever had.
The sunshine in my life.
The one I took for granted.
My best friend.
The one who didn't deserve to die.

I'm sorry, everyone does not deserve to die. But can't I be selfish for once?  I'm sorry I never went on dates you planned, never made efforts to see you. I wish I did. I wish I spent time with you. I wish you never died from that stupid truck.

I'm sorry that I never told you how much I appreciate a beauty such as you. I regret that because of my mistakes, I lost you, and all my friends. Renjun and Jaemin ignore me. Jeno transferred. Chenle and Jisung are studying in China.

My family, and your family keep telling me to move on. But I can't. If I move on, it means losing you. You were my strength Haechan. I guess it's ironic you became my greatest weakness.

But to be strong, I have to cope with losing you, and learn from it. I'm sorry that to appreciate you, you had to go first before I realized your worth.

Goodbye sweetie, it's time for my appointment.

I made a compilation of your favorites on your resting place. Flowers for Haechan. The boy you never noticed.

Seems sarcastic and a jab to myself. But a reminder. A reminder that you were mine once.

Bye!