Worse Life

Duty Calls

Jasmine P.O.V.
After the guys dropped me off I went and took that bath that long awaited. Who knew baths can help relax, after 30 mins I got out put on a tank top and sweats on. As soon I turned my laptop to watch Netflix, Jack calls I hate when there is business to do so late at night like a bitch is trying to relax. Anyways I change into a T-shirt and jeans with some converse an went to the living room to meet up with the rest of the crew.
Steve decided to finally come out of hiding so we had to show him he messed with the wrong people. So when we seen him walk away from his little group we decided to pull up and "have a little chat with him" if you say. "Hello Steve". Once Steve heard his name he turn over with a face of panic. "You thought you can get away from me without giving me the rest of the money". "Tsk tsk tsk". "I did give you the whole money probably you didn't count right" said Steve nervously. "Do you think I'm stupid Steve". I said.
I got tired of his shit so I told the guys to hold him so I started punching him and kicking him where his man parts where. Then after Steve was bleeding terribly, I thought we were gonna leave but David comes up to me and hands me a gun. "Here end this so we can go home" said David with such a serious face. On the inside I was shaking miserably I never thought I had to kill someone I was so nervous I couldn't feel my legs, my hands were going numb, and then David snap me back to reality. "Jasmine hurry up, we don't got time". I didn't think twice I pull trigger and watch Steve fall down on the ground. All I wanted to do was scream and yell and cry but I couldn't show them that I'm weak, so I sucked it up and got in the car while they started putting his body in the trunk.
I felt like I couldn't breathe. I lost every movement in body worse then before pulling the trigger. I just killed a person and there's nobody I can talk, nothing I can do. "I FUCKING KILLED SOMEBODY"! I screamed in the inside. As I was in my own world I realize we arrived at a river where they going to drop Steve's body in. Once they finished David turned and looked at me and seen I was quiet and said "Jasmine it had to be done. The first couple is hard to handle but later on you'll get the hang of it". All I wanted to do was punch David in the face for having me to do that knowing that I told him to not make me do stuff like that.
I told mike to drop me off at a random diner we were passing by, and they said "are you sure you want to be alone on your first". I told them I was fine and I'll be at the crib in a hour or so, they understood me and dropped me off and left. So I walked in and sat down and just spaced off and couldn't forget the last look Steve gave me. Minutes after the waitress came to my table ask me what I like to order, and I said "get me a coffee". I didn't want to eat or drink I didn't deserve it after what I did. Time passed by halfway through my coffee when Justin and Alfredo enter through the diner, "god hopefully they don't see me and go sit at the other side". But boy was I wrong they seen me right away and came to say hi, and if I mind for them to sit there. If I didn't have the day I had today I would but right now I couldn't stand to see anybody talk to anybody gosh!

Justin P.O.V.
It was late so I asked fredo if he wanted to go with me to a diner and get some food, he agreed so I was just waiting on him. All I have been thinking about is Jasmine and I don't know why what's so special about her why can't I get her out of my head. "God if you are listening if you think Jasmine is someone I should keep in my life or is the one let me see her tonight, if not then I will never look for her and forget her". Finally after 10 mins we were already on the way to the diner and boy was I hungry but wondering if I would see her tonight.
"Hey dude you just passed the diner", said Alfredo.
"My bad fredo i spaced out a little".  "Wtf while driving are you crazy dude ". After that I parked the car and we where walking before we entered through the door I seen a girl in diner and my heart start palpitating really fast could it be her. As we were entering Alfredo was asking me where to sit and I was too busy looking at the girl and I stand corrected it was her Jasmine, thank you god. Before even telling Alfredo where I was going I starting walking away and I guess he followed me after and I seen her but her body vibe wasn't the same as I last seen her, something's wrong with her but how do I tell her without showing I care too much, damn.