The Wanted

Chapter 16

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Short sorry!

[Justice]

I wake up from my slumber feeling energized and very warm. I look at the clock and see it's three in the afternoon. I wobble to the bathroom and do my business, I flush the toilet and I wash my hands not bothering to look at my boney features in the mirror. I turn on the shower and let it warm water run, I lean on the pearl white counter to take a breather. I slowly open shower door and step in, I let them warm water roll down my mocha skin. I lather my boney body and tight stomach, I rub my tummy a little longer and smile at the frightful dream I had. I got to see my beautiful kids as adults they looked as if the were immortal gods.

"You guys are going to be two very important people", I whisper washing my beach ball belly. I feel a kick from Elliot and I grin cooing at my little man.

"Don't go chasin' waterfalls, please stick to the rivers and the lakes that you use to. I know that you're gonna have it no way or nothing at all..", I sing out to my beautiful babies.

I get out of the shower still humming the beautiful tune to TLC's lovely song. I wrap myself in a marshmallow white robe and walk into my room. I walk to my vanity and sumo squat to plug in the blow dryer. I sit at the vanity and dry my long brown locks. After I finish my hair I through it into a high ponytail and unplug the blow dryer. I wobble to the extensive walk in closet, I pick out a baby blue dress that stopped a inch above my knees. The sleeve less dress was tight around my huge belly and flowed at the bottom. I put on make to make myself look a little lifeless other than colorless death. I put on black flip flops because my feet were to swollen to fit a regular shoe. I stand up from my vanity and get my purse and slowly walk out of the room short winded. I slowly make my way to the top of the stairs and pause taking a breath and continuing the long trip down stairs. I make my way to the kitchen and steal some sweets and goodies for the trip to meet my mother.

I fix myself water and pause when I see what looked like a wedding happening. Then it clicked its Zayn and Bonnie's mating ceremony and my heart shatters. I hold my tummy to brace myself for the hurt and shame. I watched for the widow as Bonnie walked towards Zayn, I see a tear leave his eyes and I copy with an emotion of hurt. I couldn't believe he was actually going through with this while I sit and fade away. I take a few breaths and stuff the goodies in my large purse and forget the water. I walked to the garage and get steal the keys to a nice red fancy shiny car. I get in and fix the seat to make myself comfortable, I open the garage and call my mother and put her on speak, The phone rings as I pull out of the garage.

"Hello dear.", My mother says calmly.

"Hey mom, you ready to meet up?", I ask driving away from the pack house.

"Yes it's around three now so I'll meet you around 3:30 pm", My mother chirps.

"Yeah that's wonderful", I say agreeing.

"See you then", She says ending the call rather quickly. I frown sadden at how quickly she ended the call. Maybe she has another family or maybe a new boyfriend or husband. I reel through the good thoughts and the bad thoughts. I pull up into a gas station to refill the tank, I wobble to the entrance and push the door open. The gas station wasn't so friendly looking and neither was biker guy cashier. I paid for my gas and rocked out of there asap. I pump and hop back into the car, I start it up and drive down the road to the little coffee shop by the park. I park in a little side parking lot and wobble to the coffee shop. I look at the time and see its 3:35 pm; I slowly push the door open and the bell above the door rings. I walk in and prop one hand on my stomach and look around. I finally see what looks like an older me sipping on coffee looking out the window. I slowly but surly made my way to the table and her fierce greens eyes snap up and look at me. I nervously smile and sit down and she studies me with a mutual expression.

"Justice it's nice to see you", My mother says in a professional tone. Her hair was cut in a straight bob, with casual clothing of a long sleeve purple shirt and dark jeans with nude flats.

"Nice to see you after all these years, only to get a glimpse of you after you 'died' from photos. I was so young and I needed you and you were no where to be found.", I say hurt my mothers emotions didn't change.

"I faked it to leave with my true love", She says looking off in the distance.

"True love over your daughter?", I say confused and ashamed I was not worthy of her love.

"You were in good care", She says brushing me off.

"He hated me and beat me", I say loudly and earning us a few stares.

"When I found out the he got physical I took care of the matter", She says sipping her coffee.

"Took care?", I say twisting up my face.

"I had him and that witch he married", She chuckles to herself.

"What happen to Vicky?", I asked in disgust.

"Slave", The stranger in front of me says with a click of her tongue.

"You're crazy", I say rattled.

"Mad I am not.", She says shrugging.

"You don't care about me do you?", I say letting a tear fall.

"For the most part", The stranger says sitting her finished coffee on the table.

"Jen you're a horrible mother", I say getting up and walking out. I couldn't believe that woman, it pissed me off and made me want a large meat lover stuffed garlic bread crust pizza. I get into the car and start up the engine and ride to a pizza shop. I order my pizza and pull into the parking lot and decide to eat my pizza now. My phone rings after I stuff the third slice into my mouth.

"Hello", I mumble, chewing and swallowing the delicious hot mouth watering pizza.

"Justice where are you!", James roars at me and I wince away.

"Eating pizza in a parking lot", I say in a small voice.

"Don't you move I'm coming", He barks out to me rather loudly.

"Ok", I say feeling a warm tingle from his over protectiveness. I sit in the car finishing off the pizza longing for chocolate covered gummy bears. I hear the car door open and I shriek.

"Calm down", James say with clenched teeth.

"Sorry", I say moving the greasy box to the back seat.

"Do you know how worried I was", James says lowly almost a vicious whisper.

"A lot", I say fiddling with my thumbs.

"I'm driving get in the back and rest", James says getting out and helping my out and into the back seat.

I make myself comfortable and drift to sleep without my chocolate gummy bears.

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