about a girl that is confused about her feelings towards people.... especially towards love, emotions, and who she is.... she finds a new way to figure it out with the help of her very special friend
When people ask me how do I know I have a certain feeling for someone. I answer I dont know, I never did, and I never will. I dont want to neither do I really care.
People can be cruel, nice, loyal, or fake. As a sake for life I wouldn't want fake people in my life, sure they can be cruel but everybody has their good sides. But never ever do fake people have good sides, they could possibly be the worst type of human beings alive.
I dont care about what people think some people are, because thinking isn't good enough, you have to know and make sure they are worth your time. But, there are just some people that are so cruel and fake but you love them so much that no matter what they are worth your time.... at least that's what my best friend Freddie Michael Dranson says. We have been friend for around 14 years, and I'm 17.
He has been the only friend that hasnt turned on me, and he says that I have trust issues that I'm surely aware of... but they have their reasons. My trust issues have lots to do with people that I have met in the past and people that I am surrounded with now...
Feeling love towards a person is something I have never ever done in ny life... not even towards my family. Although they are two different types of love, but they are the same to me. Love towards a perons has only one definition, which is feeling deep affection. I have never felt that about anybody... not yet, I'm sure the time will come but I wont be looking for it.
And all of this in the end adds up and equals drama.... but what can I do, nothing because it's just the way it is. Overall, this is a benefit for me because I stand back and observe my surroundings and what happens. When I watch I see the mistakes they make and they cause. That's why people come to me for help, advice, point of view, and many other things. And I like that, because I know what to do and what not to do... that's my way of survival.
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