Alone

Hanging out

*Sorry for being unactive these past days. I had a lot of activites, homework and tests. I also didn't have inspiration. Enjoy❤️*
-Ivey's POV-
Me and Marcus are now in the park.
Sitting on swings and talking.
-And yea, everybody in my old school were asking how can I write with my left hand.-He said.

-Hahahah, I'm a leftie too. When I had friends...Umm, nevermind.-
Why did I just say that???

-Wait, tell me! Please!-He made puppy face.
-Marcus, no.-Uh, I sounded so cold.

There was a silence for a few minutes.

I felt so akward so I said:
-I'm sorry Marcus. I can't. Well, not now.-I said looking down
-It's okay-I hope he understands

I looked at my phone.

Shit, it's time to go home!

-Marcus, I need to go-I said.
-Oh, it's okay...Let me take you home.-

We walked and walked and finally arrived in front of my house.

-See ya at school!-He yelled
-Yea...Bye

I came home and my mom was already asleep.

I'm not feeling good. Memories came back. Perfect. Now Marcus is curious and I'm sad. I can't understand how can I always mess things up.

I went up to my room.
I looked at the photo above my bed.
There was me and my family.
My old family.

Me, my mom, my dad, my bro, and my sister...

Layla, I miss you so much.
My sister?
I didn't tell you?
Oh...
Once upon a time, I had a twin sister....
*Flashback*
-Ivey let's go!
-Waittttt I'm not ready!-I said as I put on lipstick.

Me and Layla are going to school.

I'm putting on some mascara, lipstick and highlighter.

Once I was done, we went out.

We waiting for our best friends to arrive.

Suddenly, they arrived. I hopped into the car and my boyfriend, Jack, started to drive. He played some music like 'Bang Bang' or 'Only'.

Diffrent types of music, I know, but we all loved it.

Once we arrived to school, we met our other friends.

Whole school wants to be our friends.

We were 'popular' group if you didn't notice before.

I mean yea, high heels, makeup, crop-tops...So much to say.

Everyday the same. But diffrent beacuse one of us always did something hilarious and broke the rules im school every single day.
*Flashback over*

Soon I was crying. All memories came back.
She is now in the better place, I hope.
My old friends are now bullying me along with my boyfriend.

He said that he was in a realationship with me only because of Layla. He had a secret crush on her since we started dating. But she didn't like him that way so he used me to get near her. He told me that after my sister passed away.

What a jerk!
I can't belive.

I was so sad and depressed.

I still am.

My life really isn't the best.

My parents were also really good.
But when my sister died, they started to drink. I guess they were tired of being good.

Soon they started to hit me, yell at me, and lot of other stuff.

I decited to lay in my bed.

I don't have anything to do but sleep.

I was tired of crying so I fell asleep very fast.

*Dream*
Everything was peaceful.
I was on a party.

There comes a calm song.
Everyone had a pair, I was all alone.

Then some boy came to me and asked me for a dance.

For some reason, I couldn't see his face.

I smiled and we started to dance.

Everything was so beautiful.

'till he lifted my face up to kiss me.

I don't know why but I was waiting for this moment.

But when he lifed my face up...That was Jack?

Jack.

A lot of things ran through my head.

And I just ran.

Ran.

Away from him.

I saw my house.

It was empty, I guess.

I walked in to hide myself somewhere.

Never want to see him again

Ever.

But as I walked into bathroom.

He was there again.
He locked the door and stood in front of me.

Now I have no choice.

He started to kiss me softly.

On my lips, neck, and he was going lower while I was panicking.

He did things that he shouldn't do to me.

And I couldn't do anything.

Something was pulling me back, even tho I knew this isn't good.

When he was done, he just leaved me there, on the bathroom floor, naked, crying
*End of the dream*
I quickly woke up.

I just dreamed about Jack raping me.
Helooo
Here's the new chapter.
Sorry for grammar mistakes
Word count:759
Question: Are you left-handed or right-handed
Personal answer: Leftieee
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Bye😘