My Neighbor

Decision

I woke up the following morning and as usual, I cooked breakfast, leaved a note for Jimin, went to work and lazed around at home after.

Jungkook's words kept ringing in my mind since last night. Maybe I should?

But me, being a pessimistic person, kept having negative thoughts. What if I get rejected even before I sing? What if they say I'm underrated? So many what ifs!

But I'm still thinking about it since Jungkook said I should.

If ever, what should I sing? I don't know! What should I dance? I don't know either!

What added to my frustration is that the audition is 2 days from now and I've got zero practice since the idea of me auditioning was just brought up last night.

Gosh. What should I do?

I would. No. I would. No. I would. No. I would. No.

"Aaargh!" I groaned, frustrated...

Then I made up my mind and convinced myself.

If I won't try, nothing would happen. I would miss this opportunity and I would remain the same plain, and boring Park Chaeyoung.

Bit if I would, I'm taking the risk and I'll consider this as a step towards a better me. If I don't get accepted, it'll be alright. At least I tried. I won't lose anything if I don't get accepted. I won't die.

But if I get accepted, good! I would train very well. Very well. And I can gain experience from this.

What if I become famous? That'll be great! Compared to not auditioning, there are much more things that I could get if I audition.

I'd audition. I made up my mind.

Now I'm left with one problem.

What should I sing and dance?

Maybe I should dance and sing DNA by BTS? That would be perfect.

Besides, BTS have a competition that day and tehy won't see me. Haha. The judges will be the trainers.

And I heard that they are strict. However, my mind is set. I'll audition.

I went to our dance room in the house. Jimin and I's favorite room.

I started memorizing the steps and in less than an hour, I'm already dancing to it perfectly.

I've already memorized the lyrics since I'm an ARMY (BTS fanbase).

I practiced the whole afternoon until I perfected every moves and notes.

It's already 5 pm when i stopped practicing. I'm tired out and I cleaned myself and slept.

I woke up the following morning. I smiled. Classes today! I've got to prepare.

I went to my bathroom to take a bath. After that, I dressed in high waist pants and white crop top.

I wore my white converse and perfect! I took my bag and went downstairs, to find Jimin already waiting for me.

"You're so slow!" he said and we went inside his car. He drove to school.

"Bye!" I said and waved him goodbye before we seperated ways. I earned some nasty glares from the girls.

I shrugged them off. Everyone knows that he is my brother so why are they acting like that?

I went to my locker and took my things for the first class.

I then proceeded to the performing arts office wher I got the audition forms.