The End

Chapter 1 - Goodbye Christine

There i was standing there again, not sure what to do, what to say, i was frozen. With this news i thought it would surly kill me. "i'm sorry Michael, she is gone" the words i feared for so long. how could she be... gone. i hurriedly ran out of my room outside. "how could she be dead?!" i shouted. we were the best of friends. now back to no one i guess, sitting by myself. this will be crap. i looked at her picture and shed a tear. i was going to ask her out i wanted to for so long. "Hey, freak i heard about your friend. good ridden haha" the voice i really didn't want to hear right now, the voice of Tony McQueen. 

"i'm glad she's dead. she deserved to be dead" oh how i loathed that piece of sh*t. "SHUT UP!!" i shouted. i tried to walk away he grabbed my arm and looked straight into my eyes his blue eyes piercing mine. he looked deep into my soul almost. "She was a slut" he whispered and walked away, i couldn't be bothered fighting him, not today. i looked down then *SMACK* one clean punch to my gut. i dropped he stood over me looked straight down and said "By b*tch"  

i woke up in the hospital tubes out my arm, back here again, great . i got discharged fast, just a broken nose i went home, sat on my be, looked the the small box on my dresser and thought. After 5 minutes mum walked in "Are you okay honey?" i just nodded she sat with me "You don't have to take the crap you do" she told me i could hear the seriousness in her voice. "it's easier that way" i pleaded. i took the picture out of my wallet and stared at it, why did she have to go. leaving me in this hell. she said she'd never leave. she did and im stuck here with all these jerks, great. i picked up the box and opened it. in there everything i needed to end my life, my thoughts are going insane "Do it, no one will miss you will they? no one will care will they?" they screamed at me those thoughts i picked up the bottle of pills and looked at them. i put them down and looked at her picture "Christine why" i said quietly. i sat there and tear after tear filled her picture. the girl i loved... gone never coming back. the tears fell more. i never cried much, but for this i couldn't help it 

i picked up the box again, i pulled the razor and swiped it fast, yeah i'm a wimp but who cares i want to be with her. i laid down thinking my arm bleeding still from these cuts. i chuckled not caring about what i did to myself and the depth of it, maybe i should move on and find someone else to be in love with, that wont happen i love her and will always. tears roll down my face again. i fell asleep hoping i don't wake up with the last words i said for the night in tears "Goodbye Christine i love you"