Love at first Direction (One Direction)

Fresh start- Chapter 18

He looked at me with confusion, I was starstruck I was still in dylans arm still surrounded by the curious but conniving dancers. No one knew what Dylan was doing including me... "there you go the ice is over there" Dylan said after genltly lifting me up onto the counter. I only looked away for one moment and zayn was gone in a way I was devastated but I had Dylan. The rest of the boys were know where to be seen, I was curious I desperately wanted tot know where they were. "dylan I think I need some fresh air"

I leaped of the counter but may have hurt my ankle further more "let me help you..!" as cute and genuin as he was I needed some time alone "I'm fine trust me.. I'll be back in a min" I limped out side in the hope of finding the boys on the other side of the door way that led out side but there was no one, no one at all! I lent against the rough Wire fence. Looking out to the green field just reminding myself of the good and bad memories zayn and I shared the best was when we met, the way he put his career at risk just to meet him...that showed compassion. I didn't want to go back in I didn't want to talk to Dylan or any of the other dancers.

After a long time of thought I felt some of zap me on my stomach of corse it was harry "Harry! Ow! I'm already hurt enough" I turned to face the fields again "yeah that was the highlight of the tour!" I turned back to look at him with dagger eyes, he chuffled until her was calm again "don't leave I think it's for the best that you stay...and I know Dylan would like it" all these jokes made me feel further more humiliated I didn't want to be put in a position to make anyone jealous let alone hurting anyone. "shut up Harry...your so!" I couldn't finish we both heard the slam of the door and Harry knew it was a signal for him to go. zayn was walking towards me my heart started to skip beat I was hyperventilating I didn't want to be in this position I didn't want to have to be questioned I turned to the fence yet again. He came beside me not even trying to make any eye contact almost avoiding me.. "so..it's been a while" finally some words, but such meaningless words "yeah, it has how's everything?"

This conversation was getting more and more awkward. As much as I cared for him I was dreading talking to him. "yeah, you know...it's good, you?" he shuffled his feet, I could tell he was nervouse "zayn, what are you doing...what do you want to say?" he lossend up a bit "what are you doing here, did you come just to make me jealous our make me regret leaving you" judging by what he was saying he he still had some sort of feeling for me, but was I reading to much into it? "no, I didn't even know oh we're the ones I was dancing for! Harry knew...I didn't know until I saw you this morning" he turned to face the studio as did I "well that explains one thing" I was startled "what's that supposed to mean" he turned towards me with innocents in his brown glistening eyes "that guy who is he?" I breathed out heavily and turned the other way trying to ignore the question "so..the weathers nice" I was trying my very best to change the subject "Dana don't try and avoid what I just asked, answer me please" I turned back locking eye contact with him once again

"his names Dylan, he's just a friend I only just met him" he reached for my hand but just as he got close enough he pulled away "yeah, that's what they all say" "zayn don't be like that, come on I'm not the one that ruined our relationship" his anger was building up, he was going red in the face "you did it, with your little publicity stunt and I thought I.. I ... Never mind" if i only I could justify the situation if only I could make things right "you though you what" before he could answer the creek of the door was making a sound again someone opened in "Dana, you okay did you want to come in?" I turned to see Dylan but my eyes immediately turned back to zayn who tried to ifpgnore Dylan's existence completely "yeah I'm coming" I said whilst I was gazing into Zayns eyes taking slow and steady steps towards the door whilst his eyes were still following me.

Dylan placed his arm around my waist, trying to help me inside. "thanks, your really sweet" I said trying to avoid eye contact. I didn't want to start developing feeling for someone I barley know..especially when I'm still so unsure of my feelings for zayn. "Dana, I don't know any other way of putting this but like I said I'm not like other guys, I won't break your heart, I'll always be there for you through thick and thin..I guess what I'm trying to say is will you give me a chance and go on one date with me....it doesn't even need to be a date just lunch or a coffee" words were just bursting up of his moth, but I only caught the last part. I wasn't ready to move on, after seeing zayn again, after just hearing his voice I was still unsure and I couldn't I was here for a friend and for work."Dylan..I can't" he got down on his knees and started pleading "please it's just lunch...I'm not going to do anything to shabby just give me a chance" how could I say know to him his green winking at me persuaded me "okay okay" I said whilst laughing he jumped up grabbed me and swing me around the room,

I couldn't help my self but laugh. Just as he put me down I was trying to get familiar with my surrounding I gazed int the corner but zayn was there watching from a distance, he noticed me looking at him and he stormed off.