I'm tired of the same routine everyday. I'm tired of having the same shit thrown in my face. I'm tired of getting nowhere and thinking I might get somewhere. I'm tired of believing people actually care. But most of all, I'm tired of allowing myself to be hurt. It's all my fault anyway. I'm not good enough. I'll never be anything. I just want to disappear and be forgotten. It's better than living in a world I don't belong. Every day I'm surrounded by people and yet completely alone. I'll always be in the shadows. At least then when I do die no one will notice. It'll be quiet as if nothing has changed. The voices won't go away but no one will hear.
