Make it count

part 1

"I love it here mom!" I yell from my bed room in the new house."I'm half you love it but how bout your big brother?" she asks me. I never really thought how he felt about moving. I run up to his room on the third floor by my room."Kenzie what's wrong?" I said in a baby voice then I laughed while I totally failed trying to tease him. "Your such a loser gosh but I'm glad to get a way from dad but I really miss everything except him ya know" "Ya I know hey at least you got the biggest room in the house" I say as I try to joke around He just looks at me with an 'are you serious' face I decide to leave him alone so I go back to my room and listen to 5 Seconds of summer my favorite band I put in my head phones and start jumping around my room singing Heartbreak girl

"dedicatethissongtoyoutheonewhoneverseesthetruth!"

Kenzie taped my shoulder it scared the shit out of me. he laughed at my frightened face "What do you want now?" Kenzie looks at me with a huge smile on his face "Mom said dinners ready do come on" he says while pulling me down stairs "Race ya!" I yell as we get to the bottom of the steps we start running towards the dining room switch was huge "were eating in the living room!" mom yelled from the couch I instantly changed directions toward the living room but I striped on the rug in the hall way. I look theres blood dripping from my forehead "Shit Ow!" I yell as I look under the rug Kenzie immediately ran over to me he picked me up and carryed me to the kitchen counter and get a rag from one of the boxes. He runs it under the cold water as I'm sitting over here with blood dripping from my forehead "here hold this on there while I find the box with the first aid kit" Kenzie tells me as he's holding the rag on my forehead.He leaves the room to find the bathroom stuff.Mom walks in "Oh my gosh what happened honey!?" I explain it to her then I walk over to the rug and lift it up more There's a door handle on the floor and a cut out at looks a lot like a door I put the rug down and  get back on the counter before Kenzie throws a fit. He runs back in to the room with a couple Band-Aids and the peroxide. He makes me put my hair up and my head over the sink he pours practically the whole bottle on my face. He hands me a towel and I clean my face off I run and take a quick shower and I go back to eat by the time I get there the food is already gone.I run back up to my room and look in the mirror for about 20 min looking at my forehead "Does it hurt?" I hear a voice behind me I turn around to see who it is "No not really Kenzie" I plop down on to my freshly made bed and Kenzie plops next to me. "don't try any of that shit here ok?" he says as we look at the ceiling "what shit?" he looks at me  "Don't cut" I feel the tears streaming down my face "I'm so sorry Kenzie i -i just couldn't handle it anymore"I cry into his shoulder its okay were safe now don't worry.