The science to happiness is non-existent

Walking a tightrope

I couldn't piece together anything why my mother would do that way my brother isn't here and why everything hurts the once homey feeling Murdered by a cold silence. "Where's mother.." I said squeezing my hand into my jumper and gulping "good morning my sweet Sylvia kuro" my mother said in a partially hearty tone I close my eyes not wanting any of this to be real all this madness it just isn't logical. I smile sweetly planting a soft kiss on my mother's cheek. At the table neither of us spoke for i could see in her eyes she knew I knew. Yet she still attempts the sweet hearty tone and soft smile making small talk was my least favourite thing but today I indulged in it. Knowing that if I didn't she may break her eyes dart like two tennis players hitting the ball back and forth. Her hair a hazelnut wavy mess and her eyes freeze over "how did you sleep Sylvia?" My mother asks breaking the ever so deadly silence "well thank you and you" i reply as normally as I could "good thank you" after breakfast was done we did the chores. Suddenly my mother placed her cold hand on my weak shoulder "Sylvia you can break now" "okay thank you" Picked myself up and dragged my dead like body up to my room.

I flopped on my bed as my thoughts created a whirlwind in my head followed by a pain. I take some medicine the doctor prescribed me as my eyes skim over my room looking for my phone and computer "I swear I put it in here.." I said ripping apart my room the adrenaline rush's volts my cold body to life and my thoughts clear up I notice my calendar was changed and my work uniform was missing I thrust the curtains open and try to force the window open to get some fresh air but it was locked my thought begin to thrust Down to my movements frantically searching my room "Where is my stuff, what is going on?!" I mumbled in utter annoyance. It was at that moment my mother grabbed me tightly her voice cold and her tone dead my body freezes my fear turns to tears "you don't need that stuff silviana and you don't need a job, school will be in home ..okay sweetie". I nodded my head as fast as I could to get this forceful grab to end she lets go letting to breath and walks out with her cold steps thumping on the boards.

Im so Sorry for the late update! Hope you enjoyed :)