Magcon imagines

Personal for my besite again (Cam)

Cameron's P.O.V

I laid down in my bed, trying to sleep. But I was just falling apart. Just like all the other nights. How could she do it towards herself..? Didn't she know that I loved her? All the scares on her thighs. I never been there for her.. I always just tour around with the boys, not being able to see her everyday. It hurt me so much, when she told me. It's tearing me apart from the inside. A tear felt from my eye, and rolled down my cheek. She cut. She self harm. She is suicide. All she wants is not being here anymore. How could I do it to her, how could I be happy touring, while she was here at home cutting herself? I'm such a bad boyfriend... The tears is streaming down my face, making my pillow wet. "I love you Lauren" I whispered.

Lauren's P.O.V

I could hear sobs from the bedroom.. He was crying again. Because of me. Because of me self harming. I walked into the bedroom and saw him torn. My heart dropped to my stomach like a heavy stone. Seeing him crying was the worst thing ever. "Lauren" He whispered, and removed the tears from his eyes. "Cameron please don't cry" I said, and kissed him soft on the lips. "I'm a bad boyfriend" He said and more tears streamed down his face. "No Cameron, You're the best boyfriend I could wish for" I say, and kiss him again. "But then why do you cut?" He ask crying. "It's not because of you, I promise" I say telling the truth.

"I love you" He tells me.