"what're we doing?" erik asks. we got back from my parents house about an hour ago. i had mentioned something about us being toxic and he snapped at me. we got into another fight.
"what?"
"every time i talk to you, you act afraid," you can hear the pain in his voice. "what's happened to us?"
"you changed. you always change." i mumble.
he sighed and looked down before continuing, "what do you mean?"
"erik you know what i mean," i let out a slight cough. "one moment you're this nice guy that genuinely cares about me and our baby and the next you act like i don't even exist."
"i just want to make sure your safe," he whispers.
"love, you know i don't need your protecting. i'm okay," i put my hand on his cheek, rubbing it with my thumb. i feel a tear sting my skin.
"i know, but i feel like.. i don't know," he whines. i watch as he places his face in his hands frustratedly. "i just want to be with you."
"you are with me."
"no, that's not what i mean," he sobs. "i want it to just be you and me. together for always."
i sigh as i grab his hand and force it to spread out on my stomach, mine on top of his. he looks up at me, his tears suddenly slowing to a halt. i gently kiss his forehead before embracing him, my arms protectively around him.
"i promise you, love, it's just going to be you, me, and this baby. i won't let anybody or anything take that away from us."
AN/
i keep waiting a few months to update this and i always change my mind on how i want this to be. like last time i mentioned how i wanted savage erik again and now i kinda wanna make him innocent, but their relationship toxic, if that makes sense lmao.
also i'm currently angry at ryan murphy for what happened in 8x10 of ahs ,, i just thought that was important to share ooft
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