The New Me

Chapter 4 - Disaster Meant To Happen

Azalea's POV

As we're walking up the lawn, I see bodies passed out some with puke all over them, some naked, I squint, trying to identify my schoolmates but I fail to, So I just give up.

As soon as we walk in all eyes swivel in our direction, Some guys whistle and others cheer, Some girls are eyeing us nastily but they can't do more. I am suprised by the attention and I start to blush but I realize they're probably doing it for Gigi and Cassie.

Gigi gets called by some girls in her class so she goes to say hey, That leaves me and Cassie, So we make our way to the kitchen where Chris, Derrick, Jamil, Troy, Mike and Dante are seated.

I start to get nervous but I feel sexy so I suck it up and go in.

Derrick whistles as he checks Cassie out clearly ignoring me, but she pays him no attention and grabs 2 beers.

I then turn around and Dante and Mike give me a once over and burst out laughing. I feel so uncomfortable and ignore them because I know they are being jerks but deep down it bothers me a little.

Just then Jamil starts coming over to me, I start to get all flustered what if he asks me to make out or hook up or something, Oh my gosh, could it be him? Will he steal my v-card? But I'm thinking too much, All his friends are now looking at him with a confused look and even Cassie stopped searching for cups and is now staring at us. Everyone is dead silent and I wait for Jamil to say something, I know I'm sexy and Derrick is probably checking me out so I am confident, Jamil stops right in front of me and everyone in the kitchen is quiet, waiting to see what he will say.

"Hey... Lea right?" He asks. Wow. He is cute, I might just let him take my V-card.

"Uhh... Yeah.. Azalea but you can call me Lea if you want" I say. Everyone is still dead quiet. 

"So, Azalea can I ask you something?" He asks.

"Sure" I purr, Stepping closer because I'm confident and I know what he's going to say.

"Would you wear shoes if you had no feet?" He finally asks.

"Okay let's just head up-... Wait what?" I say baffled at his question, My eyebrows knit in confusion.

"Would you wear shoes if you had no feet?" He asks again.

"Umm... No... Why?" I ask really confused as to where this conversation is heading.

"Well then why the fuck are you wearing a bra? And a shirt that's supposed to show your cleavage when all that can be seen are ribs and pimple sized nipples that no one would even want to see in the first place, and that skirt is for curvy girls, even I know that, so why are you trying to show us your ironing-board of an ass?" He says looking at me disgustedly as he steps back.

My jaw literally drops to the floor

Dante bursts out laughing, flying off the chair he was sitting on. He lands on the floor, holding his stomach as tears pour down his face as he continues laughing.

Jamil, Troy, Chris and Mike also start laughing and they are laughing loudly holding their stomachs, Derrick is smiling trying to hold in his laughter, He looks at me guiltily before faking a cough that is really a laugh, Probably because my mouth is wide open, my eyes wide with shock and embarassment and I am the colour of a betroot. I turn to Cassie and she gives me an apologetic look before grabbing my arm and dragging me out. My eyes are filling up with tears, I have never been so embarassed in my entire life.

"Oh my Gosh, Lea, I'm so sorry, They are such jerks don't listen to Jamil, You look stunning" She says.

"I-it's okay, I don't really care" I lie trying to act like it was nothing but even she can see through my failed attempt at lying.

"Well okay.. Um, I'm just going to go socialize and stuff, Is that okay? You should socialize as well you know" She states.

"Yeah go ahead" I say a little disappointed about being left along but I try not to show it "Nah don't worry" But Cassie is already gone.

I sigh as I look around me, People are all around me, Grinding on each other, making out, So I avert my eyes to a wall as to avoid looking at such gross things.

"Well well well... Look what the cat dragged in? An anorexic bitch with a failed attempt at trying to look hot" A female voice says which can be only classified as Paisley's, The school's bimbo certified whore and number 1 brat. She probably hooked up with every single guy in our year.

"What do you want Paisley?" I asked with a clear hint of irritation in my voice.

"I just want to know why you look like you're about to die from HIV/Aids. Are you sure it's normal to look like this? I mean, Robbie the skeleton in the science labs look healthier than you and he is just bones" She scoffs.

People around us start to laugh and I feel embarassed, I just want to leave this stupid party why did I agree to even come in the first place? 

"I think you should start a charity for yourself. Who's willing to donate a meal .to this anorexic skeleton over here?" She turns around and shouts to the crowd of people watching with amusement. They all start to cheer and I just want the ground to swallow me up right now. I see Chris looking at me with an expression that can only be described as pityful.

I push past the crowd of people and start to run looking for Gigi or Cassie to tell them that we should probably leave now.

I look around but I just see people making out, or puking in trash cans. Eww.

I walk past a closed door but I hear sounds so I go back and listen closely.

"Ohhhh stop" I hear a voice moaning.

What the fuck? It sounds like Cassie.

I open the door and the sight that greets me almost makes me faint.

Cassie is laying on the bed with her shorts chucked on the floor, she has a dick inside her clearly, She turns to look at who walked in on her and as she sees me her eyes widen and she pushes the person off her as she runs to me.

"Azalea, I'm so sorry, It's not what it looks like, Really!" She runs towards me covering herself with her hands only.

I look away disgusted but I am on the verge of tears.

"How could you?" I whisper as a tear rolls down my cheek, I start to run out but the only words ringing in my head are.. Cassie just had sex with Derrick! Oh my God. I run past people, some that give me weird looks but I just keep running.

 I run out the door, and by now tears are pouring down my face.

I'm not looking where I'm running and I run head first into someone.

"Hey watch where you're-..." He stops when he sees i'm crying, my makeup smudged.

"I'm sorry, I'm just... I'm sorry I wasn't looking where I was going" I say as I duck my head down.

"Hey there now, are you okay?" He asks a look of Genuine concern in his hazel eyes.

"I'm perfectly fine" I say pushing him before pushing him and turning to run 7 blocks back home at 1:35am. 

A/N: VOTE VOTE VOTE! C'mon. &Comment your thoughts please and any advice or anything. :) 

I'm working on the next chapter already, But I'm quite busy since it's summer. So I will try upload it as soon as possible.

Love you all. Keep reading.

xoxoxoxo :) - Charli_baibexcx